Mmmmhh what if I started a Marufuji Shoe blog.... just a thought.....

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Mmmmhh what if I started a Marufuji Shoe blog.... just a thought.....
in inquisition if you flirt with the cute redhead that meets you at camp while sera is in the party you get five points of approval from her it's like she gives you a very gay thumbs up?? like aren't girls just great?? i lose it every time
I don’t want a perfect body. I don’t even know what is it ! Thin, chubby ? With muscles or not ? A cute girl, cute boy ? Long hair, pixie cut, maybe crazy red curls ! Everything is so beautiful, i can’t tell what i want. I don’t want to look at me in the mirror, telling me “yes i’m beautiful”. Because you know what ? It’s not that i hate my body. It is just not mine. It doesn’t belong to me. I was born with it but it was a mistake. I took it from someone else, and maybe my body is going somewhere on earth with another soul, i don’t know. It’s just... It’s just not mine.
But do you know when i don’t care about that ? When i’m going outside smiling, thinking i’m happy. I don’t hide my body because it’s ugly, i hide it because suddenly i realize i shouldn’t let people see it. It’s not mine you know. It’s not really me. They’ll think bad things about this body, when it’s not its fault. It was just given to me by mistake, it’s innocent. So when i’m feeling REALLY bad, i’m hiding it. I’m hitting it which is bad. I’m feeling bad about it. And i can’t see myself in the mirror because it makes me cry more.
You know what i need ? Just feeling better. And i will forget that all this mess doesn’t belong to me and i will simply use it one more time, with this smile on my face.
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Please. I have multiple loves. After you should read Anna and The French Kiss because Etienne St Clair <3 then you should read Delirium because Alex Sheathes <3 then you should read Fangirl because Levi <3 I basically love all the boys! :D
OMFG Feli!! i'm in love, with Noah Shaw... i mean
i have read the delirium trilogy and i loooove Alex..
those other books are def on my to read list....