Nov 29, 2024
hrrrrf
#logbook#blurrrrrrrr#mmmmrrrhffff#grrerrrrrr#im alive. not gr8 but im alive.#and im so fucking *** ***** * **** ***. like its not its fault it just is. augh.#like sorrrrie i dont agree with all your lil coworkers. they dont fucking live with you!! and you literally said youre not ready.#like no shit bro we're not and i should not be stressing at 6:30 in the morning abt ****** **** **** * *** ****** *** ***. blah.#its throwing me off my game i guess. not that i had game to begin with#when youre already sensitive to your faults and flaws and then every little thing bugs you and you KNOW its fine. but still.#this whole thing is just the icing on the cake really#bro its abt to be 11pm i hate myself. no i did good i spoke up and pushed even tho it sucked but. god.#ive got to get up for work tmrw die die die#sorry im just venting to get pieces out of my brain so maybe i sleep.