#mnae

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she is sooooooooooo self indulgent lskdjfa;lskdjf

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Just want to vent out into the void of the internet:

I am severely stressed at the moment and my anxiety has gotten the better of me since the Friday before last. It has been constant and I have been having to take some medication I have not needed in a good little bit. I was placed on another medication a while back to help me more (which it has) but it has just been bad lately.

The house I am renting got sold and so now I have a different landlord. Not really knowing what all this entails has been a pretty big worry because I have lived at my current residence for almost eight years now. I have done my best to ask around and try to gather what info I can and what kind of person he is which I have heard good things but still. The landlord came over and did a walk through with another person and the person he brought has me worried because they are a property manager and they buy, fix, and rent houses out. They asked what the long term goal was (a red flag to me) but the landlord said that things are not going to change and will remain as is. I’m not sure if I’m thinking too much into it or what but I am really worried. I used to be okay with change but now when my “routines” get disrupted for any reason and not being able to know things, I have issues with for some reason (not sure why and I’m doing counseling). There are other things going on as well that are contributing and adding on but that’s for another time.

Sorry for my rambling.

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I really need to update this blog but I need a laptop first. Such is life.

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its fun seeing how oc's change after not having drawn them in 1249071 years

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concept test ✌

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*remembers my alien oc and her girlfriend*

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My friend finds out the sex of her baby tomorrow and I am so excited!! She asked me to be the God Mommy, on my birthday none the less, and my heart is so happy! I can’t wait!