At about 2:34 mark....this @vladtv interview brought me back to a time and places. Growing up in a household where your own father physically abuses you will take its toll on anyone. Needless to say the cycle must be stopped by not perpetuating it. I did not know this as a young man, growing up I often found it easy to cause harm to people. I mean if you knew me as a youth, you know am not gonna start nothing but once someone touches/push me. I want to do the unthinkable to them, I simply get triggered by the simplest of physical assault. So it’s no mystery as to why I became immune to violence. By the age of 20, my dislike for my father drove me to his bachelor apartment that my plan was simply to plunge a knife in his throat soon as he opened the door but as luck would have it. He was not home, this lust struck me another time but yet again🤷♂️(you know for the longest time, I was certain my mother lied to me about who my real dad was) I tell you this that this is the same man that handed me a knife as an 11 year old and gave me the order to “stab anyone that fucks with you”. I can go on ppl but that’s enough for now. On a side note...am convinced that the men(and some women) from that era must have been on heavy drugs or hypnosis. I just don’t get the point of sabotaging your own child(ren) life(s). To all the fathers/(mothers who do nothing about it) out there, you better mind what you do with your seeds....if not handled right. They might come back and 😇 Salute to #MobJames for opening up this discussion that is often overlooked and society is quick to paint brush you as a “bad guy” not knowing if they got the story before the story...they would be ashamed. . . . If you want to know more about my story thus far....click the link in my bio❤️🙏 . . . #childabuse #fathers #mothers #love #balance #27thletters #menedezbrothers #mentalhealthawareness https://www.instagram.com/p/B0FT1PIFqxj/?igshid=tpbs5j7aayls