#mocha-pocha

[untitledunidentifiedunfinished]

You are so beautiful. I love your face and your body is indeed a wonderland ♥

:] naw thankyouu, this is sweet x

[ofmovingparts]

Darling, consider this a lesson learned. If you're in loads of pain, just take it easy! I'm sorry in loads of pain :c

<3

[ofmovingparts]

What if it was a kind, genuine lecture? No yelling. No shaming. Just sheer kindness!

I don't knooooow

at training on wednesday I was trying to do push-ups

I have a fucked-up shoulder and doing even just normal push-ups hurts a hell of a lot, and we were doing weird hard ones that hurt a hell of a lot more

and there was one that was mainly using the exact part of my shoulder that's destroyed

and I just

I couldn't do it

it hurt SO MUCH

and Addison was like "dude just stop seriously you don't have to do them there's ways to train without fucking yourself up it's okay just stop really"

but I still felt like I was going to die of the shame of not doing them after I'd been told to

[ofmovingparts]

Perhaps is another person lectures your body, it'll stop!

oh god that would be so bad for my mental state

I dissolve into a puddle of misery and shame when someone tells me to do something that I can't do

like you don't understand I have pushed my body to the point of permanent injury because someone told me to do something and I couldn't bear letting them down

so if someone seriously told my body to stop hurting

I would be unable to make that happen

and then I would probably cry and curl up in a tiny ball and apologize for being a useless disappointment

[ofmovingparts]

mocha-pocha replied to your post: do you think if I lecture my body it will stop...

It’s worth a shot.

ugh I'm so over this

just 100% done

usually all my weird random pain only lasts a few hours

but this has been two days

I actually just punched my leg because I'm angry at it

kinda made it worse

ugh

[doeofdevotion]

13, 14, 16, 20, 25, 34, and 44 because I love you A and just, yes. Kbye ♥

T I love you more so jsfdlksdl 

(13) ~

(14) Biggest turn offs; 

Physically: men

Other: arrogance, meanness, no sense of humor, lying, etc.

(16) I'll love you if;

You like Inuyasha. The end.

(20) What I hate most about myself;

I can't act like a normal human being in public why

(25) ~

(34) What I find attractive in women;

Confidence, humor, intelligence.

(44) A random fact about anything;

So my mom induced labor with me early because her doctor was about to go on vacation and she wanted to get it over with before he left so they gave her this medicine to force her to have contractions and it like shocked my system or something and I like died??? Seven minutes went by with no heartbeat from yours truly and they had to emergency fist my mom and put all these monitors on my head and shit and my mom cried because she thought I was dead but then BOOM heartbeat jk I'm alive y'all

and I came out of the womb fabulously orange

[doeofdevotion]

Hmmm, blue, cup, Rapunzel, and picture because I love your face akl;fna

blue; answered

cup; do you drink tea or coffee?

I hate coffee, and while I do like certain kinds of tea, I don't drink it very often.

Rapunzel; name three Disney movies that you adore.

The Hunchback of Notre Dame.

Peter Pan.

Beauty and the Beast.

picture;

also I love YOUR face so THERE

[doeofdevotion]

Love for pizza? Love for cheese? Love for Adventure Time? Someone who can make you laugh? Cheesy jokes? ME?! Again I say no shame.

T'Keyah, let's just get married and live happily ever after okay.