bestie u don’t have to respond to this publicly if u don’t want to <3 but i saw your recent post and wanted to let u know that you’re not alone 🫂 i had a similar experience and i can relate to the pain that comes w being the only one stuck w the trauma while the people who inflicted it have long moved on w their lives :( but i hope u know that you’re so supported and loved by all of us here, and the people who hurt you/their actions don’t define you as a person, that’s 100% their problem and i’m really sorry you went through something so horrible, dms always open if u wanna talk and ily lots!! i hope you’ll be able to get some good rest </3
ohmahgod bestie im just now seeing this but im so dumb for not checking sooner cuz i really needed to hear this. thank you so much i lava you ♡
synopsis :: seokmin is about to leave for his world tour
time :: october 2019
a/n :: i have a bunch of eunmin scenarios and let me just say THESE BITCHES ARE SO CUTE THEY MAKE ME GAG
October 2019
“Who am I supposed to take care of now?” Eden frowned, knocking on Seungkwan’s suitcase with her knuckles.
“You can still watch out for us from afar, don’t be dramatic.” He locks his suitcase up, double checking to make sure it’s zipped up all the way. “We’re not going away for war after all.”
“Let her live, it’s her first time being away from her now official boyfriend.” Jeonghan teased her, laying on the wooden floor.
Seokmin was sure to run his mouth to Seungkwan the second he walked in the door from the night at the movies. He gushed for hours and word eventually got out throughout the dorm. Each member was relieved to know he finally confessed his feelings and got the girl even though they were completely aware of his huge crush. They didn’t need him or her to admit it. Just seeing them together and the way they acted was enough proof.
“Yah! You get to see him everyday, I don’t.” She defended herself from their silent judging. God only knew how much they were teasing him for even inviting Eden over for a few hours before they departed for their flight.
“There’s the man of the hour!” Chan announced Seokmin who stood in the hallway, waving towards him as the members' gaze shot in his direction. He had a towel around his neck, hoping to dry his hair just a little bit. Eden got off the floor when he motioned her to come back to his room.
The couple knew the boys would be staring them down, possibly applauding him too. He shut the door behind them, hanging his head low.
“They didn’t bother you too much, did they?” He mumbled, feeling guilty that he had to even send her out just so he could take a shower.
“No, not at all, but they did tell me all the things you say about me.”
“Oh no, what did they say?” His face scrunches up as if he’s in pain, scared of what they had said to her.
“They mentioned how you would see commercials for new movies and immediately give it a no because it’s something I wouldn’t like. Or how you would warm up your vocals before we hung out because you know I love hearing you sing. And the nights you lost sleep just to stay up talking to me.”
He inhaled sharply, shaking his head. “I’m sorry about that.”
“Why are you apologizing? It’s really sweet,” She pouts, her arms slipping around him and pulling him close. “You can’t trust them to keep their mouths shut.”
“I really can’t.”
“But I’m glad they told me,” Her hands come up
to grab the towel around his neck, placing it on his head as she dried his hair and ran her fingers through his locks, “It makes me feel safe. It warms my heart, I just wish I could repay everything.”
“Your presence alone is all I need.” He grinned, hugging her and swaying them side to side.
“And when you say dumb, cheesy things like that.”
Seokmin giggled with a smirk on his face, knowing that he said cheesy things on purpose to blow her away and put her on her toes. He left a kiss on her cheek and nose before resting his head in the crook of her neck.
“I’m gonna miss you a lot.” He confessed, holding her tighter. She locked her arms around him, inhaling his scent.
“It’s because we spent all this time together. Of course we’re gonna miss each other. But it will be okay, I’m always one call away. You know I have nothing better to do.”
He snickered, pulling away from her and kissing her on the forehead. “I wouldn't trade that time for anything.”
“Me neither,” Eden played with the strings on his hoodie, “It will be just like when I was on tour, except now you’re my boyfriend.”
He got flustered as his high pitched giggle came through, earning a gummy, bright smile from Eden. It was satisfying to finally label themselves boyfriend and girlfriend. Just weeks before, they were just best friends spending a lot of time with each other. She still remembers the night he kissed her for the first time, walking her to her doorstep and confessing his feelings all over again.
“I’ll still be checking to make sure you’ve drank your two liters of water, had breakfast, all that.” She folds her hands together behind his neck, raising her eyebrows to let him know she was serious.
“I will do the same for you.”
“You’re gonna be busy, don’t worry about me.” She reassured him, adoring his little mole.
“I’ve managed to make due these last few months, nothing will change. I’ll just be looking forward to the day I can see you again.”
She pecked his lips, smiling at him endearingly. She was fine now, but she knew after two days, she would miss having him around. She’d miss that smile of his, the way his eyebrows furrowed when he laughed, letting him lay his head on her lap, and his hugs that warmed her heart and made her feel protected.
“Would it be too much to ask if I could have one of your hoodies? Or a sweater? If not, it’s fine!” She spoke hesitantly, her cheeks flushed with heat. She would say she worried about him rejecting or brushing her off, but it wasn’t in his nature. She knew him better than that. She was more embarrassed than anything.
“What? Of course!” He exclaimed happily, skipping to his closet and going through the clothes hung on the rack.
“Really?” She looked shocked to say the least. Jimin would never have let her take his clothes, he always had a problem when anything of his was missing. He didn’t believe in sharing clothes with lovers, especially since Eden was not a priority of his and she wasn’t the only woman he was seeing.
“I was going to offer, but I didn’t know if you were into that stuff or not.” Seokmin muttered under his breath, flipping through all of his clothes. He had most of his luggage already packed. “I’d give you my entire closet if I could.”
“Let’s see what we have here. T-shirts, hoodies, pullovers, sweats, you need to have a selection!”
“Please, I only want one-“
“No way! The scent will wear off in a week, you need several.”
“Minee, really!” She waved her hands as he kept pulling clothes off the rack. He was really picking out a new wardrobe for her. He gently passed her his Balenciaga shirt, along with his Vetements hoodie that was too big, even on him.
“Do you want socks too?” He asked her seriously, not thinking twice.
She scoffed, grabbing him by the collar of his hoodie and pulling him to her lips. She knew he was doing it without a second thought, and that’s what sent her. He went overboard in everything he did. There was no doubt they would miss each other. She also knew that if the boys were listening outside his room, they would not let him live it down and tease him endlessly.
“Stop it, before I pack myself in your suitcase.” She muttered against his mouth as her hands sat comfortably around his neck.
He paused, pursing his lips, “You know, I wouldn’t be totally against that idea.”
