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[yagipeach]

and just last night we got in a fight about it and she literally told me to my face that Nala has to be more like Maya and if she's gonna live in this house, she's going to have to be better or she'll live outside. I wanted to say "fine, then I'll go live with Dad and you won't have to see her anymore and probably more importantly me" but goddammit im such a coward. i just wanted done with it so i just took it and said "yes ma'am" because i afraid that if i had said what i wanted she woulda said "then go"...

[yagipeach]

im supposed to become a veterinarian and i can only make B's whereas I used to make A's all round... I bite my pencils now out of stress and have broken one, though thankfully not between my teeth. I want to get a life scholarship to relieve some of the money my parents' would have to pay (im not really sure how life scholarships work but my mom has one and my older brother is getting one) but im just so stupid i doubt ill get it

[yagipeach]

Exams are coming up and my grades are not what I'd like them to be for so many reasons and i feel so stressed im almost in tears right now. i really wanna relax, maybe fuck around some, but bc i didnt go to school monday in favor of a family friend's father's funeral (may he rest in peace) I am swamped with double the work in certain classes and sometimes triple bc i have been skipping out so I dont overwork myself or bc i cant work at all. I. want. to. scream. 

[yagipeach]

my hand really fucking hurts rn and i have no clue why, like there's a sharp pain in between and beneath my pinky and ring finger.... ad now my temple starts hurting wth is this

[yagipeach]

im trying to get used to internet explorer bc chrome has been giving me viruses and redirects, then i find out it cant open tumblr wtf

[yagipeach]

i am so distracted rn jfc i cant even concentrate on my health class idek i just keep zoning out

[yagipeach]

I suddenly woke up at three in the morning and now I don't think I can go back to sleep.

[yagipeach]

staying off tumblr to finish my school work :3