#mod kangel

[omgkawaiiangel-28]

I made a userbox for those affected by Tom Nook and his nefarious interest-free loans 😔😔😔

Please send requests!!

[omgkawaiiangel-the-blog]

OHHHH THE ANGEL DESCENDS WITH A VENGEANCE

i have been gone for a while. system integrating and all that, kinda rumbles some of the alters around. You may know me as the Cherry Blossom System. You may know me as the victim of Pandora. (I have so much more on that, by the way. Gloves are off and I've got a city to burn.) And I come back to, and I see that it's the same old shit. Eden causing problems and expecting nobody to notice that nothing changes. That's the fucked part. I was 17 when I first started seeing this shit. I had no concept of what was going on, I just took whatever people said.

I'm 19 now, and I have both the balls and the comprehension to say so much more about everything.

I'm gonna document Eden, alongside a few others that seemingly began after Aspengenic left. I am going to share things I have never shared publicly. And if it's in my power, I am going to provide a space with NONE of the misinformation that plagued this discourse's coverage on Tumblr in the past.

Collective of Eden is fucked. But don't harass em, you'll just be another asshole giving em an excuse to behave like an actual toddler.

[omgkawaiiangel-28]

"Oh boy, I'm about to get some sleep."

* @aspengenic comes back*

*sighs, microwaves popcorn*

[omgkawaiiangel-28]

I've come to a consensus

If you feel you MUST avoid a particularly sourced fictive, just block them?

"Get offline" was harsh, I understand wanting to scroll, but I feel like soft blocks might just be better as they haven't done anything wrong.

[omgkawaiiangel-28]

Theory and I yeeting the post that person's way

Enderwoman

[omgkawaiiangel-28]

Conflicted on the Pope because he supported Gaza but also used a homophobic slur

[omgkawaiiangel-28]

Does anyone remember that robot lady from that nostalgic video that's like 🎵IIII FEEEEEEL FANTAAASTIIIIC.. HEY HEY HEYYY🎵?

That's probably like Hatsune Miku's mom or smth

I wonder what that robot lady is up to

[omgkawaiiangel-the-blog]

i am giving myself this one chance to be vulnerable about this situation. i dont want to waste your guys' time, but looking back at these screenshots hurts me.

there are so many emotional things about this.

i haven't been the same person since my experiences with pandora/wild card. i've changed.

and before anyone says it, yes. i know i shouldn't have gone along with them. but you haven't seen the full extent of what they did. they sincerely and wholeheartedly used my religious trauma to convince me they were a god, and going against them was danger, and that I was their angel. i still cant shake that feeling from my mind. almost two years later and I'm still afraid to do this as if they're going to reach out and smite me. it sounds silly, but it has plagued me since i was 17.

i remember being in my science class and getting yelled at for being on my phone, talking to them, stopping them from spiralling. i had to put my phone down to participate in a lab, and did not have time to inform them of this prior. it lasted about 10 minutes, and in that time, i felt numerous vibrations from my pocket. them spamming me. it would not stop the whole time. it was to the point i was given special access to my phone during vocational class because i was this person's only lifeline.

this adult.

i was 17.

and when it was finally over, i called their local police department.

they laughed at me.

"You don't have an exact address? This is a big city. You say they're grooming people, you dont have an address so we can catch them?"

and then, i was hung up on by the police.

this bastard was right.

i couldnt do anything and nobody would help me keep every other minor they could have access to safe. nobody cared. therapist upon therapist tried to convince me to give up.

i guess that's part of what this account is lol. a last ditch effort-

when i saw the new collective of eden archive account, it gave me a glimmer of hope. that maybe, if i make a new account, and just the right person sees, they can be saved from the trouble. the trauma, the years of second guessing every decision you make and checking every square inch of your restroom before you can shower, the feeling of isolation knowing that you're the only one who wants to save anyone else.

i guess this is a vent, and I'm sorry. more accounts on Pandora to be released though. I have leads and I will never let them get away with it again.

Thank you so much to the original Aspengenic, if you're out there. The same goes to HYBRIDS/MTS. You were my heroes in a time I didn't know whom to trust, and I couldn't imagine how much worse I'd be now if you hadn't been there to bring me somewhat back to reality.

What Pandora recalled as being brought into a server and insulted and hurt, I remember as the first, rare to this date, peaceful night I had spent after months of wondering, "what if they do have some power over me? what if i am just their angel?" after watching Hybrids and their whole crew come to my defense like a biker gang leading a child into court to confront their abuser.

The English Language Wordclock estimates that there are 1,005,366 words in the English language. In reality, there could be more or less; but I'm fully aware that I could never in a million years use those words to paint a picture of the appreciation I have for you two, and everyone else whom has offered kind words while I navigate this experience and the distant aftermath. Please know I hold you in the highest respect.