I'm getting better
So yesterday I called my mother and came out to her about my self harm. I have been suffering from many forms of self harm since I was 11, after a certain event. A week ago, I had a major anxiety attack and broke down, which lead to me hurting my self more than I have in a very very long time. I decided it was the last straw. I'm tired of never being able to do some of the things I want to due to my anxiety and depression, and I'm just tired of always feeling like shit in general. So, today I met with my mother and showed her my cuts.. She broke down to the floor and cried. It was then I realized how important it was that I do this and get better. I have a psych evaluation on Wednesday and I'm hoping it goes well... If you are suffering from self harm, and want to stop but not sure how and are scared of what people might say, do it anyways. You are special. You are loved. You are handsome. You are beautiful. You are precious. You are worth it. You have meaning. Never forget that. NEVER FORGET THAT. My ask box is always open.
