#monkey talks

[the-other-monkey]

I, brittas boobs, is holding free therapy sessions for anyone at greendale!

[specialagentmonkey]

Monkey's muse

I've had a lot of inbox messages in these last couple of weeks maybe even a month or so asking me when I'll go back to writing NCIS imagines.

The answer is I don't know.

I haven't fallen out of love for the show. I still watch it. I watch all the repeats too but I simply don't have a muse to write for NCIS.

This blog will always be my personal one, that's how it started out and that's how it will be... my imagines and stuff will be there for you to read and I'll still be here for you to talk to, whether it's through the inbox or through the personal messages.

I don't feel bad for drifting away from writing NCIS imagines, because I still love the show and will reblog writings and gif sets and stuff from other people.

I just don't have the muse. Whether it's a thing that will return? Maybe, I do hope so because I love writing for those characters, but at the minute? It's not happening.

I hope this has cleared things up? I'm sorry but I've disappointed anyone, I just wanted to be honest.

This isn't me saying goodbye, nonsense, I'm just taking a back seat for a while and I'm enjoying what other people create.

- monkey

[specialagentmonkey]

So I have some spare time next week. And I've been reading some of my older fanfics that I've posted over the last year or so and it's given me some inspo.

Not a lot but some.

I think I just burnt out, y'know? I wrote and posted so much - sometimes I'd be posting 2/3 fics a day - that I just couldn't keep up with the flow and it killed me to take a step back away from something I loved doing so much. To back away from you guys.

I fell out of love with writing. It almost becAme like a chore and that's the truth of it. I don't mean that nastily and I don't blame anyone but myself for not pacing the content properly. I wanted to get it out as soon as id written it and them BAM only the next one.

My life has been hectic this year, so much going on within the family, so many things that have been planned. My hours at work have gone up as well which meant less time to focus on writing.

I love reading fanfic and I know I always will and I know I can fall in love with writing again, it's just going to take time to make time for it.

Love you all

- Monkey 🐒

[amorloves]

i was tagged by @bikergf (thank you!!!)

rules: bold what applies to you

APPEARANCE : I’m over 5’5” // I wear glasses/contacts // I have blonde hair // I prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // I have one or more piercings // I have at least one tattoo // I have blue eyes // I have dyed or highlighted my hair // I have gotten plastic surgery // I have or had braces // I sunburn easily // I have freckles // I paint my nails // I typically wear makeup // I don’t often smile // I am pleased with how I look // I prefer Nike to Adidas // I wear baseball hats backwards

HOBBIES AND TALENTS: I play a sport // I can play an instrument // I am artistic // I know more than one language // I have won a trophy in some sort of competition // I can cook or bake without a recipe // I know how to swim // I enjoy writing // I can do origami // I prefer movies to tv shows // I can execute a perfect somersault // I enjoy singing // I could survive in the wild on my own // I have read a new book series this year // I enjoy spending time with friends // I travel during school or work breaks // I can do a handstand

RELATIONSHIPS: I am in a relationship // I have been single for over a year // I have a crush // I have a best friend I have known for ten years // my parents are together // I have dated my best friend // I am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // I have a long distance relationship // I am an only child // I give advice to my friends // I have made an online friend // I met up with someone I have met online

AESTHETICS: I have heard the ocean in a conch shell // I have watched the sun rise // I enjoy rainy days // I have slept under the stars // I meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // I enjoy the smell of the beach // I know what snow tastes like // I listen to music to fall asleep // I enjoy thunderstorms // I enjoy cloud watching // I have attended a bonfire // I pay close attention to colors // I find mystery in the ocean // I enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favorite season

MISCELLANEOUS: I can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // I am the mom friend // I like the smell of sharpies // I am involved in extracurricular activities // I enjoy Mexican food // I can drive a stick-shift // I believe in true love // I make up scenarios to fall asleep // I sing in the shower // I wish I lived in a video game // I have a canopy above my bed // I am multiracial // I am a redhead // I own at least three dogs

[amorloves]

I was tagged by @girlfriended to make an avatar using this picrew ! I tag @bibikyu @bikergf @wlwoito @mermisigh and @mango-rice and any one else who wants to do it can say I tagged them !! (sorry if you already did it and you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to!)

[amorloves]

Ahhh I want to change my mobile theme but I’m too lazy

[amorloves]

Want to post pictures but I’d probably get 0 notes and I don’t want to look like a clown