#mono rants

[monofazz]

Idk i feel like being spicy tonight 💅

[celestialnxva]

Hi everyone!!

Sorry for not being active for …. years 😭 but life has been extremely busy and distressing. But we’re on the other side of it now! An update: I have been writing my own book for the past two years now based off of the character I had with batman in that series! I just got a writing agent, so you might see my writing soon!

But over winter break (I think in two months), I will be able to write again. I promise I’ll update the marvel x bridgerton one since it seems to be popular haha.

You all have my love!

[celestialnxva]

Hey … 🧍🏾‍♀️

It’s been a bit hectic couple of years, but I’m back. Been through some hospitalizations and stuff, but the most important thing is that I am returning here to write bridgerton and lord of the rings fics.

Many people are asking for updates for the bridgerton x Marvel series, and trust that it will continue! I just need to get into the pace of writing on here and on ao3 again, haha. Too many academic papers.

But I missed y’all and I hope y’all missed me.

— mono.

[celestialnxva]

i'm almost done with the second chapter of the batman hiraya series and i'm working on the next chapter of the bridgerton x marvel series, so stay tuned. thanks for waiting for me, guys!

[celestialnxva]

Hey everyone…

Before you ask, I am okay! I just started uni recently and I’ve been trying desperately to catch up. But, I will say, I have been working on another chapter of the bridgerton and marvel series, as well as a new series! Im not sure which fandom or characters will be in it, but im thinking about making a knight x reader arranged marriage series. >:)

Anyways, let me know which characters would you like to see as the knight. Im thinking the moon knight system since I’ve recently been getting into their comics. But, im open to other suggestions! I’d love to hear from y’all in the comments.

But either way, I am happy to be back. I’ll be posting something marvel related soon. Thank you everyone for your continued support and I hope you’re having a good day/night so far!

- mono

[monoistrash]

While the whole "Don't create art for others, do it for yourself" is a great sentiment and I totally support it, it's a very short-lived thing for me personally. Like, I wanna be creative so bad, it's supposed to be my passion, but I don't have the energy or motivation to be doing stuff for myself all of the time. I DO NOT CARE (ABOUT ME). And literally no one else gives a single flying fuck about anything I come up with or create. It's a bit frustrating and exhausting, really.

And this applies for everything in my life, tbh. Getting out of bed and going to work to to survive? No thanks, I rather not. Getting out of bed and working my ass off just to be able to spoil my precious bunny and my loved ones? Hell yeah, LOCKED IN. Like-

Ugh! I just wanna do something, and I wanna enjoy it for longer than a day before my battery inevitably runs out and I loose all drive to even function. I just need a spark of external interest or even curiosity just to fuel my motivation, since my own self refuses to do that on its own.

Maybe I should just stop creating altogether, because what's even the point? It's not making me happy if I can't share it with someone else. * sighs *

[celestialnxva]

mono's tips for writing magic:

do not focus too much on what your character can do with their magical powers. focus on what they can't do. i'll leave it up to your interpretation.

[celestialnxva]

As I flesh out my superhero oc (the reader), I realized that I did not incorporate any of the lore or spiritual superpowers other than their time travel. So,

Aniwaas is the Ilocano concept that your third soul can leave when the body is asleep and visit places familiar to them. Therefore, idk what to do to fix it so that the reader's physical body is in modern times and their spirit is in the 1800s. I guess I'll just squeeze that concept in the first or second chapter??? help alskdjf;lkasjf

Also, I am trying to have it so that they can only time travel to a certain limit, and the further back they time travel and stay there, they more they will become exponentially weaker. So... keep that in mind.

ok anyways let me continue writing, lol, i'm just rambling.