I don't know, just need to type this out to remind me. I do have reasons to smile. As hard as it may be some times.
I have an amazing boyfriend.
He is coming to see me in July.
This is my first boyfriend where he is actually coming to see me.
I look amazing with my tattoos and piercings.
I can pull off almost any color I try to wear.
My big sister, Karolyn, is the best influence I have ever had in my life.
Shawn loves me, despite the fact that I fuck up often.
I am a good person, despite what some people can say about me.
My friends that I do have around in my life, they are here for a fucking reason.
I love the direction my life is going in... it's bringing my self confidence up a lot.
I don't know. I'm tired as fuck and want someone to cuddle with right now.