#monst3r12b

[thecomplexinsideme]

Snow Patrol - Run

To think I might not see those eyes Makes it so hard not to cry And as we say our long goodbye I nearly do Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear

[thecomplexinsideme]

Wrath and Greed

WRATH: Ignorant fucks make me angry.

GREED: I can’t get enough of my best friend’s face. <3

[thecomplexinsideme]

I really miss Brittany....

I feel like the worst person in the world for what I did. I hate myself for it. And I can't stop thinking about it.

Not that what she did didn't hurt me just as badly... But that's irrelevant to what I did to her because nobody deserves it...

I'm a horrible person. And there's nothing I can do about it now... She hates me. Completely hates me...

And I can't fix it.

[thecomplexinsideme]

I feel like a horrible person...

Because I still love her... And she now wants nothing to do with me...

[thecomplexinsideme]

Anything you can give would help! I love them and I'm trying my best to help them out. If you could share this and/or give something that would be wonderful. Thank you guys so much! <3

[thecomplexinsideme]

Why do I do this to myself...? :(

[thecomplexinsideme]

I'm so glad she's happy. That's the important thing.

Yes of course I wish she was happy with me, but I'll be okay as long as she is happy with her life. I love her more than anything whether she feels the same anymore or not. And I hope she can let me stay in her life, but I hope that if I'm just gonna be a burden that she will tell me so I can leave her alone. I just want her to be happy.

[thecomplexinsideme]

That smile.

If I can't put it on her face, then she needs to find someone that can. She needs someone that can make her smile that beautiful smile. And if it's not me, so be it. All I care about is that she is happy and smiling. I love her. I always have and always will.

I hope she sees this.

And believes me.