#monstreus

[bubblespositivity]

cass ( @monstreus / @wanlideir / @socielead ) writes three AMAZING iterations of clarke griffin. she is phenomenal, and I can't not be excited any time I see her on the dash!

[damnsamurai]

❛ ❛        I   CAN’T   JUST   LEAVE   HIM   TO   DIE   ,     CLARKE .         ❜ ❜       WHEN  JASPER  WAS  DYING  IN  THE  DROPSHIP ,     HE  PULLED  THROUGH .   IT  WASN’T  SIMPLY  THE  END  OF  THE  ROAD .   SO  WHY  SHOULD  AN  INNOCENT  MAN  [ THAT SAVED HER LIFE ]  BE  PUNISHED  FOR  SIMPLY  EXISTING  IN  THE  LAND  THAT  THE  DELINQUENTS  INVADED? 

THOUGHTS  RUSHED  THROUGH  HEAD ,   IDEAS  THAT  COULD  GIVE  YOU  ENOUGH  OPPORTUNITY  TO  SAVE  A  LIFE .  SINCE  WHEN  WAS  OCTAVIA  BLAKE  A  HERO?    HAD  HOPED  TO  GET  THROUGH  TO  CLARKE ,   TO  ANYONE  THAT  WOULD  EVEN  BOTHER  TO  LISTEN  TO  THE  CRAZY  LITTLE  GIRL  :  THEY  CALLED  HER  CRAZY ,    SPENT  A  LITTLE  TOO  LONG  UNDER  THE  FLOOR .  

❛ ❛       PLEASE .   ALL  I  ASK  IS  FOR  YOU  TO  CHECK  HIS  WOUNDS .         ❜ ❜

      SEASON  ONE    *                                @monstreus​​

[imperrator]

@monstreus​  said:        “ to make things right, these things take time. ”

        guilt held her throat in a vice grip. it had not let her be since she had first made the deal at the mountain, turning her back on clarke in the process, but personal feelings could not interfere with what was BEST for her people. she had been handed the chance to save all of her people, both those inside and outside the mountain. it had been a betrayal. a deal with the enemy. she’d known in that moment not all would agree, had known she would carry the guilt with her. her heart and head had pulled in s e p a r a t e direction, but in the end, as it always did, THE HEAD WON OUT. it had to. a commander could not stand upon emotions. it didn’t mean she was blind to them. 

          staring at clarke every feeling she had tried to IGNORE since walking away reared their head. it had been easier when she had not had to bear witness to what her choice had done to the other, but now... careful practice allowed her to maintain a near composed expression, though if clarke looked too closely she could see the p a i n in forest eyes. but the commander didn’t waver.          ❝  I UNDERSTAND. feel however you want toward me, but if we don’t stand together your people will suffer. those who are against me will soon target skaikru. ❞

forgive sentence starters.    accepting !

[arksheart]

“ 𝙻𝙸𝚅𝙸𝙽𝙶      𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷      𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃      𝚆𝙴’𝚅𝙴      𝙳𝙾𝙽𝙴      𝚃𝙾      𝚂𝚄𝚁𝚅𝙸𝚅𝙴      𝙸𝚂      𝚆𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙴      𝚃𝙷𝙰𝙽      𝙳𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙷 . ”             asked      by           ＊   @monstreus   .

❛ ❛         perhaps      for        you .         ❜ ❜                sunshine      girl      seems      disgruntled      ,                     a      side      of      her      𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲     𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐧 .                yet      ,                usual      smile      is      missing      ,                     eyes      cast      downwards      to      watch      how      fingers      tangle      together .                ❛ ❛         some      of      us      haven’t      𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍     anything      to      be      𝔞𝔰𝔥𝔞𝔪𝔢𝔡      𝔬𝔣 .         ❜ ❜

[spacecour]

@monstreus​    asked    ❝  how    far    along    are    you?  ❞ from    clarke    to    lizzie    kom    keryonkru.    /    everything    baby    sentence    meme.

𝙤𝙝,    𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨,    𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚    𝙮𝙤𝙪    𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮    𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩    𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩?   could    everyone    see    what    you    were?    you’re    just    three    months,    the    bump    isn’t    nearly    that    apparent,    not    yet,    you    can    see    that    it’s...    bigger    for    sure,    far    more    than    you    are    used    to.    but,    it’s    still    there.    you’re    still    very    much    pregnant.   it’ll    be    six    months    before    you’ll    get    to    meet    the    little    person    that    hope,    raf    and    you    have    created.    it’ll    be    different    from    the    family    that    everyone    knows,    but   a    family    never    the    less.    josie’s    ready    to    be    an    aunt,    and    you’re    more    than    ready    to   be   a    mother.    hope    will    be    great    mom    too,    raf    will    be   a    good    that    too.    you    didn’t    think    people    would    realize    so    soon,    you    were    almost    sure    that    you’d    have   a    couple    of    months    before    you    had    to    explain    anything    to    anyone.    ❝  three    months    or    so,    i...    i    think   three     months.    i’m    not    that    sure.  ❞

[a-claerke]

@monstreus​ replied to your post: new  header  bc  i  am  a  ✨  masochist  ✨

stop that

but ...................  pain

[valorled]

@monstreus​ asked :  ❝ hey, shh, it’s okay. ❞ @ octavia !

eyes  snap  open  and  octavia’s  head  turns  as  if  she  had  forgotten  where  she  was.   she  can  feel  the  cold  sweat  that  coated  her  body.   must’ve  fallen  asleep.   clarke’s  words  caught  her  ears  and  the  brunette  made  a  face,  almost  angry  at  herself  for  getting  caught  up  in  what  had  obviously  been  a  nightmare.   ❝   it  was  just  a  nightmare.   ❞   it  took  everything  in  the  other  woman  to  keep  her  voice  steady.   the  same  nightmare  had  been  plaguing  her  mind  for  days,   every  time  she  closed  her  eyes,   it  came.   the  guards   taking  her  away  from  her  family,   killing  her  mother.   oh  wait  ...  that  was  real.

[dcnouement]

@monstreus asked:  life should be about more than just surviving.

𝐑𝐀𝐅𝐀𝐄𝐋  𝐃𝐈𝐃𝐍'𝐓  𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄.  however,  he  came  from  a  kru  that  was  constantly  at  war  with  everything  around  them.  he’d  fled  from  his  home  of  azgeda  in  order  to  keep  himself  from  becoming  a  monster.  yes,  being  a  pakstoka  meant  that  being  a  monster  once  a  month  was  inevitable,  but  being  away  from  azgeda  allowed  him  to  live  with  it  and  process  it  in  a  healthy  way.  ❝  and  if  we  don’t  survive,  there’s  nothing  to  live  for.  we  just  die.  nobody  wants  that.  ❞  well,  he  didn’t  want  that,  he  couldn’t  speak  for  clarke.  she  was  wanheda  after  all,  even  the  keryonkru  knew  of  wanheda.  ❝  i’m  here  for  my  people  first  and  foremost.  nothing’s  going  to  stand  between  me  and  keeping  them  alive.  ❞

𝐀𝐍  𝐎𝐋𝐃  𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄  𝐎𝐅𝐅  𝐑𝐀𝐅'𝐒  𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆.  (  no  longer  accepting )