#moon projects

[copyrightcreep]

im sorry i couldn't be who you wanted me to be. you expected so much of me. expected me to shrug off my disabilities and just function 'normally'. you believed him to be the cause of my transgenderism. you treated my brother worse cause you believed him to be copying me. little do you understand he is the reason i spoke at all. Wolf and S gave me the courage to be myself. you never did. you wanted me to be your daughter. and i was, for a little while. until puberty grabbed me. and i started changing. do you know how terrifying that is. to grow up and realize your body is wrong. but you didn't believe me. you pretended to. but you never called me your son. you called me my name to my face. but called me my deadname to others. you spread lies and tried to breach privacy. you never believed me to be ill. and when you did. believed it to be fixable. but you didn't know i was meant to be broken. i'm 20 now and i don't need you anymore. but that didn't mean you were allowed to go. i will never get my closure. i will never get to prove you wrong. fuck you mom. for making me love you. i remember when i was small and i would cling to you when scared. were you always hiding that gentle nature or did the alcohol consume it all. i don't know if you ever loved me. and not who i was pretending to be. i'm unraveling now. thinking of not being enough. i'm mad at you for passing away. i miss you but i hate you but i love you. i wish i could scrub the influence you had on me away. i'm sorry mama. i'm not your daughter anymore. i am your son now. i will always be your son. i reject the name you gave me and choose my own. and i will regret not saying this to you in person when i had the chance. and if i ever see you in the next life you will see me. and you better not have turned Jaco, Merel, Oma Riet, Oma Annie en Opa Jan against me. better not have told lies. i know i'm a disappointment to whet you wanted. but i hope if you ever loved me for me. you will accept me. this is my lament. goodbye Mama

[copyrightcreep]

If no one else sent you anything, then all the asks for the system ask thingy if you want to :)

i got 2, but i'll answer em in this poll anyway ^^. thank you for the ask!

🥀 - do you keep track of your alter count? how do you do so?

🫀 - do you have non-human alters? what species are they?

🍄 - when did you realise you had a complex dissociative disorder? early 2021/late 2020

📻 - do you experience amnesia? yes, but only partially. we mostly retain the skeleton of events. but not specific details. and some headmates just retain no memory at all

🥩 - who was the most recent split? Robynn, who split off me

🦴 - do you have an innerworld? what does it look like? we do! we have a series of landscapes with one 'building'. this is the front room and it looks like a giant block from outside haha

🦷 - what’s a fun fact about the current fronter(s)? i'm one of the oldest headmates! but never knew there was a system until the relaisation :)

💀 - is your system more overt or covert? covert, they were very sneaky for very long. and still are soemtimes. my qpp regonizes the tells that someone else is fronting better then i do haha

🍷 - does your music taste differ from alter to alter? how? it does! could vary slightly to completely different. HM prefers forest sounds, JJ likes a mix of bard songs and metal. Ailen prefers sea shanties. and i listen to pretty much anything lmao

🦇 - do you have any friends with CDDs? i do! don't have any irl. but i know some systems irl

📺 - are you “heavy” with any type of alter? (e.g. little-heavy, introject-heavy, etc.) we're pretty varied but we do have a lot of introjects ^^

[copyrightcreep]

My favorite part of a trip. Endlessly dissociating :P

[heyimmoony]

BLEACH: Engel

An alternate universe counterpart to the series Bleach which focuses specifically on the Quincy characters, with Uryu Ishida being the main protagonist.

The Quincy are a secret society of Knight Templars who are groomed from birth to be the destined vessels of angels, enabling the holy beings to walk freely on the mortal plane. They are tasked to seek and destroy those who defile ‘God’s Creations’ hunting Demons, who take human vessels for their own to commit atrocities. They also have no qualms hunting down and taking the lives of non-posessed humans they deem too sinful...something that they have become more liberal about in the last century or so.

There is a lot more use of Judeo-Christian themes and some biblical names but this is in no way meant to demean or demonize Judaism nor Christianity as this is just using these terms and concepts for the purpose of just telling a story.

We come to Uryu Ishida who has recently graduated high school and has plans of going to a university in Tokyo...that is until his father tells him they need to flee the country before ‘they’ arrive...

18 years ago Ryuken Ishida defected from the Order of the Quincy with his newborn son as he was about to be killed ‘for his birthright’ and has done his best to keep in hiding while at the same time trying to raise his son right...and train him for the day when the Order finally tracks down Uryu and kills him for his ‘sin’....the reveal of which shakes Uryu to his core.

As said before Uryu is the main character of this series with supporting cast being his dear friend for years Orihime Inoue as well as two professional demon hunters Rukia Kuchiki and Renji Abarai.  The characters of Ichigo Kurosaki and Yasutora Sado would appear later on but all of them do eventually comprise the main cast.

The Order of the Quincy are the main antagonists (for the time being) using the Stern Ritter characters as bases for the Order’s top members. In the story they have been hosted vessels for a long period of time and the angels themselves will be revealed as time goes on (or when I give up and just tell you because WHO ACTUALLY WRITES A FULL STORY AMIRITE?!?!)

Anyway this is the first of my ‘Bleach’ projects which may go somewhere and may not but HEY I MADE AN OFFICIAL POST SO THERE WE GO!!

Hope this piques interest and if you have any criticisms or want to know more feel free to let me know in any way. THANKS ALL