Caitlyn Ferguson Get David Home David ended up on life support with no brain activity and unfortunately he is unable to cover. We were faced with the toughes
I DON’T USUALLY DO THIS BECAUSE I’M PRETTY SURE NOONE EVER VISITS MY PAGE, BUT MY HEART BROKE WHEN I LOGGED ON TODAY AND SAW THE PASSING OF DAVID AKA GODTH. h E WAS ONE OF THE FIRST PEOPLE I FOLLOWED AND COMMUNICATED WITH WHEN I MADE A TUMBLR YEARS AGO. WE WEREN’T CLOSE AT ALL BUT HE WAS ALWAYS VERY KIND, WHEN TALKING TO ME. NOT QUITE SURE WHY THIS HITS OR IS HURTING ME AS MUCH AS IT IS. I’M ANGRY I COULDN’T HELP, AND AM PISSED THAT I DIDN’T SEE ANY OF HIS POSTS ASKING FOR ANYTHING ANYONE COULD SPARE, EVEN UP TO A COUPLE WEEKS AGO. TUMBLR AND CERTAIN PEOPLE ON IT BRINGS ME TO A PLACE IN MY LIFE WHERE I FELT ACCEPTED AND COULD SHARE MY THOUGHTS AND SORROWS AND SHARE WITH COMPLETE STRANGERS. I THINK WHY IM REALLY HURT BY THIS YOUNG MAN’S PASSING IS BECAUSE I RECOGNIZE HIS STRUGGLE. I’M STILL IN THE STRUGGLE AND THE MENTAL ANGUISH IT BRINGS. I KNOW HOW BADLY I FEEL FOR MYSELF BUT I REALLY FEEL BAD WHEN I SEE IT HAPPEN TO OTHERS, ESPECIALLY THOSE I DEEM AS “GOOD PEOPLE”. DON’T KNOW THE WHOLE CIRCUMSTANCE BEHIND HIS DEATH NOR IS IT ANY OF MY BUSINESS, BUT IF ANYONE WHO STUMBLES ACROSS THIS PAGE COULD SPARE THE COST OF A MCDONALS COMBO OR A STARBUCKS ORDER AND DONATE TOWARDS HIS PROPER HOME GOING AND BURIAL I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT.
DAVID I CAN SEE THAT YOU WERE LOVED AND AFFECTED MANY PEOPLE IN A POSITIVE WAY. IM MOURNING YOU SO I CAN ONLY IMAGINE HOW THOSE CLOSE TO YOU ARE FEELING. I HOPE WHEREVER YOUR SOUL AND SPIRIT SETTLED, THAT YOU ARE AT PEACE, SATISFIED, OVERJOYED, AND WILL NEVER KNOW HEART ACHE STRUGGLE OR SORROW EVER AGAIN. I HAVE A FEELING YOU’LL BE ON MY MIND FOR A LONG TIME IF NOT ALWAYS.
PS TO SOME OF YOU HOE ASS PERVERTED MOTHAFUCKAS ON THIS SITE. I CAN’T BELIEVE THE NERVE OF SOME OF YOU. THIS BOY WAS HOMELESS, NO MONEY, NO FOOD, AND BEGGING FOR ANY TYPE OF RELIEF. AND SOMEHOW STILL KEPT A GOOD SPIRIT ALTHOUGH IM SURE HE DIDN’T ALLUDE TO HOW BAD THINGS REALLY GOT.
BUT I AM ENRAGED, TO SEE THAT SOME PEOPLE RESPONSES WERE THAT HE “SELLS NUDES” OR FIND A “SUGAR MAMA” OR “SUGAR DADDY”, BECAUSE HE’S SO HANDSOME AND PEOPLE WOULD PAY GOOD MONEY FOR HIM. LIKE I KNOW TUMBLR HAS TURNT INTO A COMPLETELY INAPPRORIATE PLACE AT TIME BUT GOD DAMN WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO PEOPLE, THAT THAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU SUGGEST OR OFFER TO A PERSON TO HELP THEM OUT.
HE DIDN’T OWE ANYBODY ANYTHING, ESPECIALLY HIS BODY. WHERE WAS THE HUMANITY, THE ONLY WAY HE GOT HELP FROM SOME OF YALL WAS TO SHOW YOU HIS DICK? AND IT HURTS THAT, THAT;S HOW DESPERATE HE WAS AND NEEDED AID THAT, THAT’S WHAT HE HAD TO DO.
I KNOW THERE ARE MILLIONS OF PEOPLE WHO MAKE GOOD MONEY AND DON’T MIND DOING SOMETHING LIKE THAT FOR MONEY, AND IF THAT WAS A CHOICE HE WANTED TO MAKE THEN MORE POWER TO HIM. BUT HE WAS IN TROUBLE HE WAS IN A BIND, A BIND I’VE FOUND MYSELF IN OFTEN. I BIND I MIGHT BE IN NOW. AND HE SHOULDN;T HAVE HAD TO EXPOSE HIMSELF OR BEEN SOMEOONE’S BOY TOY JUST TO GET A BIT OF SYMPATHY. THATS THE END OF MY RANT BUT THIS WHOLE THING TRIGGERED ME IN SO MANY WAYS.
THIS WORLD HAS GOTTEN AWFULLY MEAN AND PEOPLE TAKE SO MUCH PLEASURE OUT OF HURTING THE NEXT PERSON, OR TAKING ADVANTAGE OF SOMEONES CIRCUMSTANCES.