#moonlight's randomness

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New LI under cut!!

PUPPY

I'm sorry y'all I'm WEAK for hybrids. Logically I'm kinda disappointed they went with such a "safe" route but at the same time my more instinctual side is going CRAZY

This guy might drag me back into the fandom for real, it'll depend on how they write him<3

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I don't know how quickly any stuff from me—fics, smaus, requests, etc—is going to be out for the next while, I'm sorry y'all</3

Going through some really bad anxiety and overall negative mental health shit and I can barely get my brain to function on the ideas I'm coming up with, let alone other peoples'.

Hopefully it all clears up, but I know I've been posting my Moonlit Shelter reqs quite frequently and I don't think with what's going on I'll be able to keep up on that

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Welp. I was gonna come back to this fandom for the wolfie.

Guess that's no longer possible.

Tbh I don't know if/when I'll be back to this fandom. Valko was so up my alley and I was so ready for him. And now he's gone. I'm just...sad.

I have a lot of feelings about this all. Anger at the higher ups in Infold, despair for the writers and animators and the VA, and just...so much disappointment.

I'll probably be more involved with the pjsk fandom over at @moonlightswildsekai if you want to keep following me, but I just...need a break from the fandom for a little bit.

I don't know if I'll quit completely because all of the currently existing LIs are huge sources of comfort for me, but...idk. I need a break. All the excited posting for Valko just makes me sad now :(

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since you believe in my ideas being peak. lets test this theory(silly)

so idk if you saw me talking about it but im thinking of plotting out an au thats based on one of my series and so. each of the lads guys will be based on one of the guys in the series right. warning that it involves each character committing a "murder" of some kind, some literal and some more vague. and since youre my resident caleb main i thought you'd like to hear my thoughts and perhaps give your own ehhe

premise of the character caleb would be based on. he has a strong sense of justice, but he utilizes said justice in the worst way possible (hes a keyboard warrior 😭😭) long story short he attacks people on twitter and one of the people he ends up attacking is a middle school girl who kills herself. and he ends up being that girls neighbor 😭😭

now i dont really believe caleb would do something like this exactly, so i definitely have to modify his crime to something different. but im kinda struggling with what? i feel like the need to uphold something he believes in is definitely something he would do though, maybe it could be related to mc in some way? idk im sorry for dropping so much here i hope this makes sense 😭😭

Ooooh I saw it vaguely but I kinda scrolled past cause I didn't know the series sorry😅😅

As for how to change this to fit him...hm. Yeah I definitely don't think he'd bully a middle school girl like that

If you want to keep it in the same like. Computer vein, maybe he did hacktivism that went wrong?(But I've also been watching too many hacking docs on YouTube lately aajbseijdndd)

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IM GETTING TO YOURS RN BUT 💌 :3

Oooh okay hmm... there's actually a few things but I think the one I'm gonna highlight is your ability to go with the flow of others' conversations/interests!!

It's something I personally struggle with(I try, but my brain always tends to wander and then I don't know what to say...) and the way you can just lock in and engage with anyone's ideas, whether you know anything about the characters or the concept or not, is so inspiring to me and also makes me feel really appreciated when I'm the one sharing the ideas

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MOONLIGHT !!! ahema ehm. if you were to take caleb out on a date where would you take him 💞

Stereotypical answer I know but the arcade!

I have a reason though!! It has to be an arcade with a Crossy Road Machine because I need to beat his ass at it and laugh at him because of it😌

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playing the snake game for the tumblr april fools update and my snake ate both your main and this blog im sorry(silly)

Noooo don't eat me, I want to live!!(/silly)

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Brain is in lads hyperfixation limbo because all I want to think about is Valko but I. Unfortunately do not want to accidentally ruin my perception of him in canon by making up a fanon version(all the power to the ppl that are!! Y'all are stronger then me fr) so all I can do is look at pictures and go WOLFIE!(spelled specifically like that so it doesn't make me think of WolfeyVGC)