You Will Never Know
Request: Yes
Pairing: Rosé x Reader
Word Count: 1.4k
A/N: Aye! So seriously sorry for the wait but my life got pretty hectic, ya know? I really hope you like it though and thank you for being the first person to request when I reopened requests. Love ya! đ§Ą
Itâs frustrating to watch the person you like kiss someone else. Itâs even worse when that other person is basically your sister. What could the odds possibly be of you and Jennie getting these roles and actually having to put your lips on each other? You being an idol under JYP was probably the reason.Â
A newly debuted solo artist on top of being an up and coming actress, and you have already garnered a lot of attention from co-starring alongside Lee Minho recently. Youâd also stirred up some attention from starring in some short films and web dramas that feature lesbian storylines. Rosie only met you due to being in the same promotional period during âLovesick Girlsâ but honestly you havenât crossed paths much outside of that.
Truthfully, RosĂ© has no idea why she never asked for your number during that time. You are a very kind and friendly person so it really wasnât justifiable. But when Jennie came home three days ago and said that sheâd been cast in a show overseas and you were a co-star, the jealousy began. How is it that Jennie was receiving the luck that should be hers. Suddenly, you were all Jennie ever talked about morning, noon and night.Â
At first it only annoyed Rosie a little but it soon grew astronomically to rage. Her responses to her friend became clipped and aggressive. Jennie didnât seem to notice until one night she was sitting with the girls and gushing about how sweet you are when suddenly Rosie stood up abruptly and stomped off to her room.Â
âWhatâs with her?â Jennie looks on flabbergasted from her spot on the couch.
âI donât know maybe sheâs just in a bad mood.â Jisoo suggest looking worriedly at RosĂ©âs room door.
âIâll go check on her.â Lisa gets up and knocks lightly on her best friendâs door before entering cautiously.
When Lisa enters the room sheâs finds Rosie sitting on her bed, arms crossed and face pouty. No words are exchanged at first. Lisa climbs onto the bed and sits legs crossed in front of her dear friend, looking for the right question to ask first.
âPenny for your thoughts?â The younger girlâs voice is soft and inviting.
âI donât even know. I think⊠maybe I like Y/n more than I thought,â RosĂ© pauses in her speech like sheâs trying to formulate the rest of her response. âI hate that sheâs so close to Jen and it almost feels like Jen likes her too.â
More silence. Lisa contemplates what to say to her friend to alleviate the stress she is feeling over this dilemma of hers.
âWell maybe you should tell her, Y/n I mean. Letâs say you guys talk and she doesnât like you back, okay then. Now you know and you can move on,â Lisa watches as RosĂ© visibly deflates at the notion of your rejection.
âBut but, hear me out. Say you tell her and she does like you. Then you can go from there and bam, maybe you come out of it with a new girlfriend. Honestly Rosie, the worst thing you can do is say nothing."
RosĂ© listens intently to her and considers the advice. Maybe she should tell you but when was she even going to see you next? She couldnât just text you even if she did have your number because you deserve better than that. Little did she know you would definitely be seeing each other sooner than she thought.
In the coming days Jennie was away a lot for shooting. Knowing that you and Jennie were probably laughing and joking around while she sat around the dorm thinking about how to meet up with you.Â
It felt like the shoots all ended quickly. Before she knew it the show was active and here she was at turned into a viewing get together for the cast and friends. All of her members were there, Jennieâs costars were there but most importantly you just arrived.
You look great and the smile you give her does insanity on her already crazy feelings for you. However, before she can approach you, Jennie intercepts you, dragging you off to see other people with her hand guiding your back. Rosé visibly deflates. She realizes that it may be harder to get your attention tonight than she originally anticipated.
Time felt slow but before she knew it, it was time to watch the show. Everyone is buzzing with anticipation but especially Rosie because she managed to score a seat directly next to you. Of course Jennie was attached at your hip from the other side but she wanted to take her small victories where she could.
Everything was going well. The two of you interacted more than you ever had. Rosie made a habit of joking with you, giving you light touches just for the contact and the way you smile at her makes her feel so alive. But then it happens. If she wasnât mistaken RosĂ© could have sworn she heard her heart crack in half at the sight of your lips on Jennieâs flash up on the screen.
The dreaded and honestly purposely forgotten kiss scene between her friend and her crush was earth shattering. Tears well up in her eyes without her permission and she feels her nose beginning to run a little as she suppressed a pained noise from her throat. She tries to sit through the entire scene, not wanting to draw attention to herself but when she turns and sees you staring at her with concern written all over your face, she has to excuse herself.
RosĂ© rises far too quickly for her own liking and bolts from the room before anyone knows what happened. You look after her from your spot on the couch and catch Lisaâs eye. Lisa looks from you to RosĂ©âs room and she gestures in that direction with a gentle smile.
Taking Lisaâs cue, you stand and make your way over to the door and knock. RosĂ©âs voice is weak in response but she says to come in so you do.
âHey Rosie, everything good in here?â Your gentle nature makes more unshed tears fall from her eyes.
âHey, Y/n. I just umâŠâ She pauses and looks down like she wants to say something she canât quite get out. âI want to talk to you about something. I- I want to tell you something but I donât know how youâre going to take it.â
âCome on Rosie. Youâll never know unless you just tell me. May I sit?â She scoots over and gestures to the edge of her bed. âSo I think I- no I know I really like you Y/n.âÂ
You donât speak for what feels like forever and she doesnât dare speak herself. When she glances up at you she canât quite read your expression. Your not looking at her, your eyes are fixed on an invisible spot on her wall.Â
âYou donât have to say anything, I know you like Jennie but I ju-â Sheâs cut off by your abrupt eyes on her with raised eyebrows.
âWhen did I say that?â Your voice is just as shocked as you face.
âI just thought that you guys spend so much time and youâre all she talks about so I thought you must like each other.â
âWhat? No, weâre just friends Rosie, thatâs all.â You shift to face her head on.
âBut that kiss scene,âÂ
âWas just a kiss scene. Jennie and I are just friends. But about what you said earlierâŠâ You look away from her before continuing.
âI have to say Iâm a little surprised, you know? We have hardly talked at all and Iâm sorry but I donât feel the same way.â You look back just in time to see her shoulder fall.
âI get it. I mean we hardly know each other but I really do feel something for you.â Her voice wavers and her eyes well up with tears again.
âHey, Iâm not saying that I couldnât. Letâs try going out a few times and see what happens. I think youâre great Rosie, I just havenât had time to see you like that.â You smile as you see her head shoot up and she looks you in the eye for the first time since you arrived today. Thereâs hope shining through her like a beam and it genuinely makes you happy.Â
Her smile and the way she grabs your hand saying that you wonât regret giving her a chance makes you decide that your decision was correct. I mean who knows whatâs in store for you too. You surely wonât if you never give it a try.











