I spend too much time with them idk if it's healthy anymore, I need to branch out. I want to find myself, know who I am. I'm being pressured to think that by 20 I should have everything under control, that I should not be the way I am, that certain things about me aren't "adult-like", that what I do is not what a 20 year old should be doing, "you're 20 years old, DO SOMETHING" am I honestly not acting my age, not living up to what you think I should be ?! Is it wrong...idk anymore I just feel so trapped and I don't know what to do didn't know how else to get it out, sorry














