hey i just took a morning walk
well, in all seriousness, i think i did make a proper little step for someone who is not familiar with the proper exercise thing. im so happy and grateful that my house is quite big and can receive enough natural light, so yea for someone who is basically a potato everyday, i’d say that i did a little right thing for my body
welp it’s all started because my body’s over-sensitive defensive system was about to do its (series of) morning sneeze, and after some recent nightmare that somehow got developed from this allergic, i kinda figured (or remembered?) that if i move my body, it’ll result on the opposite -- i wont get all the sneeze; though yeah it’s still really tricky figuring one when i get the real cold that i need to have more rest or when it’s just that frickin’ allergy in which i need to move.
anyway, when i had that walk around the house that is basically too weird to be seen by anyone, the morning sun day was creeping on my dining room, and honestly, i thought, “it might be very nice to have some vitamin D.”
but, eeh, you know what’s really my biggest issue to fulfill all those tips from tumblr to take a healthy, morning walk?
i just had this thought, like, “if im in finlandia? that place might be perfect for me to stroll without any expectation...?”
i’d love to be otherwise, though -- having no problem for at least giving a simple, friendly greeting in return to the neighbors and such, like, come on, im a javanese born and raised in the middle of javanese culture so why such a big irony lmao
anyway, there’s another concern in this case.
another ironic thing is my 5-year-old self gave no crap of this and just wandered around neighborhood that sometimes freaked out my parents.
even though i became more shut-in since middle school -- because i just had a brand new world from certain game online -- i remain being a curious one who loves to move and be healthy.
it’s repressed ever since, but it’s never really gone.
adventurous, sporty; but now also hella insecure.
horrible, horrid combination.
my 5-year-old self would definitely fight me hard lmao
