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DEAR MOM TOO LMAO :))))))
Mom,
I wanted to visit you on your birthday. I wanted to visit you in general, but I don't want to get into anything with dad. Why haven't you tried calling? Why haven't you tried seeing me? I need you, and you're not even here.
-Phae
Mommy.
I'm sorry, and I love you. That is all.
I CAN'T FUCKING STAND YOUR SHIT
Like when does a woman lose her sanity? I swear living with you is like living with several different completely irreparably insane individuals with completely different attitudes and ticks and all I have to do is wake up and find out which one Monday will bring and just deal. Like what am I supposed to do? You keep asking these stupid questions and I actually try to speak to you enough to where I'm pretty sure you already know the answer to them.. And you take everything so damn personal. Like simple things like the word JINX and you literally shove me around. IT'S A DAILY FUCKING QUESTION AND OBVIOUSLY IT'S GOING TO GET ON MY NERVES. Fuck. Mom, please just hop off my dick. Just because you can't find anyone to torture with your menopause, doesn't mean that automatically elects me for candidate.
I can always count on my mom for a good conversation.
And I'm not talking about motherly parental skills with her words of wisdom. I think every parent knows at least that much when it comes to giving advice. I'm talking about intellectual conversations. Honestly, I get more and more amazed everyday about how my mom knows so much in so many aspects. I mean, that's really not a surprise seeing that everyday when she gets home after an 8-hour day at work (sometimes more), she watches the news (O'Reilly Factor, CNN, etc.), uses the internet to learn even more news, watches her Tagalog shows on TFC or other local English shows, and ends the day by watching the local news at night. That's on top of cooking, cleaning, etc. When she has time to spare, she reads. When she seriously has extra time to spare, she does crossword puzzles. It's like a ritual. I guess what I'm saying is that I don't really expect this from someone who has a full-time job? I go to school full-time and have a part-time job. At the end of the day, all I wanna do is eat and sleep because I'm tired as hell. If I hear about any news, great. If I don't, I could care less. But my mom over her not only keeps up with what's going on in this country and in the Philippines, she also keeps up with worldwide news. Hell, she even knows more celebrity news than I do! I can't even tell you how many couples who got together/broke up she has updated me with.
Today, we were having a conversation about the upcoming election. Then out of nowhere she starts talking about how Israel's president also wants to have an immediate election cause he apparently wants to attack Iran already. Lol, let's jump continents why don't we? Other than the obvious reasons of nuclear mass destruction, she gave me the history of why those two countries just don't get along, which can be dated all the way back to the biblical days . . . which she also covered. The whole time she was talking, I was thinking to myself, "Wow, it's amazing how she knows so many things. I feel kinda stupid." Actually, I always say that to myself whenever she talks to me about something I have no idea about regarding any news. Haha. Seriously, she is never outdated when it comes to these things! I figured she told me about this whole Israel-Iran business because she assumed Arie (who's half-Israeli) and I have talked about this? I don't even think he knows about this. Haha. Learning is beautiful and there's not that many people I can have these kinds of conversations with. It's nice. (:
I also think it's cute how she tries to suggest music for me to listen to. Sometime last week, she told me to look up Lana Del Rey and Marina and the Diamonds. I was beyond surprised she knew about them. Little did she know that I'm a year ahead of her when it comes to discovering them. Haha A for effort though! But it's kinda getting to me how she just can't seem to stop singing Summertime Sadness out loud . . .
