"get up, kaeya. go home. you've got two working legs, get them moving." keeping kaeya from drinking too much day in and day out was a sisyphean effort, but diluc had long accepted his role as the protective killjoy older brother. topping off the glass of the man three seats down the bar, dawn's expression never changed, eyeing kaeya with a challenging furrow of his brow. his weight shifted comfortably to one side, and diluc crossed his arms over his chest. "must be terribly annoying to be an alcoholic, when i'm running the industry in this city—pity, getting sober might just be the next best thing."
to kae, obvs. from diluc @mountnrange >:)c
@mountnrange.
the problem with accepting the role of a protective, killjoy brother was the acknowledgement that they were still brothers in the first place, something kaeya couldn’t remember bringing up from the moment he had dropped the name ‘ragnvindr’ and picked up ‘alberich’ again. all of the frustrating nagging, but none of the closeness, the camaraderie, the attempts at communication that diluc at least seemed to feign in his letters. maybe kaeya was not as forthright has he had been with written word either, but he wanted to think he was trying to be nice. trying not to let the memories of their fall out, and the anxiety of fixing his various masks force him into a nervous spiral. in moods like this one of the only things in mondstadt that could calm him was a smooth glass of death afternoon, when diluc didn’t make it his personal mission to deny him.
the annoyed expression upon kaeya’s face betrayed his usual cheery facade, even the one laced with biting sarcasm. maybe if he’d been in more of a good mood he would have been up for a round of verbal banter, but instead he found himself paying his tab, arms, legs heavy as he heaved himself up from his chair. he leaned on it a bit too heavily to pretend he was still completely sober, gaze fixated on diluc with a growing intensity to them akin to thunder. and when he finally did speak his voice was quiet, but purposeful, sharp and cutting like glass.
“ why do you hate me this much ? ”












