#mouse complains

[symbeaotic]

I feel like my art or my writing will never be good enough online I always seemed to get ignored I just want some attention lmao

[ella-anonymouse]

Tfw you tell someone that you are feeling super sharp and short tempered and they respond by trying to push ALL OF THE BUTTONS.

[symbeaotic]

I sort of worry that I need my friends more than they need me

[symbeaotic]

I don’ want to make a big deal out of things but I’m really worried about my money troubles

I could potentially be paying a fine or have the (admittedly slim) chance of going to court for paying the wrong fare on the train (I paid for a child’s ticket which was £6 when I should have paid a adults fare which was about £10-- I mea I don’t think I’ll go to court for that but I read up on the possibilities and now I’m nervous regardless), and I don’t have money to pay for it 

I also need to get £150 for a hotel room by October and idk if I’ll have enough money for that and also to, y’know, live, and see my boyfriend and my friends since I live in the middle of nowhere and to treat myself every so often

I mean I put up a commission post but people don’t ever seem to want to commission me, and while that hasn’t been a problem before, it’s certainly going to be a problem now

I’m just really scared and nervous about what the future is going to hold for me at this point

[symbeaotic]

I have over 700 followers, you’d think more than one would like my art enough to reblog it 

[symbeaotic]

ivfubruiedijdsf I keep worrying I’m fucking things up with the boi

I think I keep accidentally pissing him off something

I mean he says it’s fine but I dO’N TKNOW THAT

Ughugugh

Why do I do this to myself

[symbeaotic]

Someone unfollowed right after I posted a thing I drew

Aight

[mouseypeach]

Managed to scratch the inside of my nose (´Д` ) Now I just have the unpleasant "there's something in your nose" feeling that I can't actually get rid of