#mouyashi

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A gentle hand touched and pressed into the young wielder's hair, running through it soothingly before a familiar form knelt to the ground before him. Bringing the other into his arms, Eraqus held his lover in a protective hug, eyes blazing in anger at the gray mages, and in sadness that his love had been soon wounded by their taunts. "My dear, Xeha... it is alright now.. sssh sshh.. I am here.."

He shuddered at his touch, but he quickly melted into it. He cried out and turned to hug Eraqus as tightly as he could, his head resting on his shoulder.

"I don’t deserve you…" He said, in between loud whines and hiccups. “I never have…”

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"Don't push me away, Xehanort! Don't you dare push me away!" There he was, again, trying to prove to his lover that he was the more important thing to him. The keyblades.. the light.. the training.. the test for mastery. None of that mattered to him more than Xehanort did. He was his reason, and if he left like he always threatened when he got into his darker moods... "I love you, Xeha... I love you.. and if you believe that you have no light inside your heart, then let me be it for you!"

He clenched his fists tightly. He had to restrain himself.

Goddammit….why do you do this to me?

He would never understand. He would never side with him. But, dammit…he needed him. He needed Eraqus in his life. He was the air he’d kill to breathe.

He then wrapped his arms tightly around his lover, gently stroking his long hair.

"I love you….I love you so much, Eraqus…I could never tell you how much…"

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[Eraqus] Rubber Ducky [inwardly singing the Rubber Ducky song]

"Dear!!!"

He held his hands up awkwardly as Eraqus decided to join him in his relaxing bath.

"Well...not that I’m complaining…”

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[Eraqus] ϡ

He froze as his boyfriend suddenly decided to have a taste of his ice cream without asking. He slowly turned over to look at him.

"Darling, I love you. But next time, please ask or get your own.”

He then proceeded to give his lover a kiss before finishing his treat.

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[Child Prompt] "Papa...how come we can't go see Daddy anymore?" Those eyes were as large and blue as the skies. They were reminiscent of him. Oh how their child looked so much like him. So sweet, and happy, and loving. [you can pick the gender of the child >.> I can see them with either]

He looked fondly at his little girl, and sighed. He gently sat her down and he began to play with her hair.

"It…it didn’t work out between us, sweetheart. Even though we don’t see each other anymore, he loves you just as much as I do."

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[Nightmare Prompt] He could feel him tossing and turning, the constant motion finally stirring the brunette from his slumber enough to open his eyes and assess what might be going on beside him. Xehanort was squirming, face twisted in a series of painful expressions before shooting awake with a cry. Nightmares.. not an uncommon occurrence as of late, but this one seemed pretty bad. Eraqus shifted to bring the silver haired wielder into his arms, holding him and stroking his hair to soothe him.

He was trapped in his own mind. Why did he do this to himself? It didn’t make sense. But here he was, stuck in a nightmare full of fear and pain. He couldn’t remember what exactly had caused it, but he woke up suddenly with a cry escaping his lips. He opened his eyes to see his lover’s black tank top near his face, as he was being snuggled into his chest. He felt his hair softly being stroked, and his fears slowly melted away. He cuddled closer to Eraqus, and without a word, fell back asleep.

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There was only silence, but in that silence steps were taken, bringing the frame of the man once lost forward, Strong arms wrapped around that of the young, silver haired wielder from behind, gentle but firm as he was brought back into a built chest and held. The scent of the sand and sea was wrapped around them, the sound of the ocean swirling with every breath. This is what home felt like. This is what they had both missed. This is what had once been forgotten. Something he won't forget again.

Xehanort moaned softly and leaned into his lover’s touch. How he loved being with him. Anywhere he went with him, was home.

"Oh, my dear Eraqus…" He whispered, desperately not wanting him to let go, not wanting him to ever leave his side.

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[Dream Prompt] This must have been the first night of many for the young wielder that nightmares hadn't wracked him from his sleep, but instead, a pleasant dream wrapped him in a blanket of warmth. Being back in the arms of the one he loved, the smiles and laughter after training and the occasional playing of hookie so they could just have a day together. Despite how often Eraqus took things seriously, he still felt the need to remind his love that he could have fun, too. Days long gone, now..

Xehanort smiled and laughed in his sleep, dreaming vividly of his once blissful youth. He could feel his touch, he could clearly hear his voice. And best of all, he could see his smile.

When he eventually woke up, he still had a smile on his face, and his arms were outstretched, as he had been leaning in for an embrace from his love in his dream. He opened his eyes, and to his disappointment, he wasn’t there. It was just him, Xehanort, alone.