(sweatin). making this moving spreadsheet will fix me

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(sweatin). making this moving spreadsheet will fix me
Now for something a bit more positive...
HECKYA got my snazzy animal crossing posters up! Makes my office feel a lot more like home~ And even put up my table banner for clover coin designs to help remind me how far I’ve come!
Hello everyone, my name is AJ Driscoll. I am a disabled freelance artist who has been fighting chronic illness just under 10 years now. This past winter of 2016-2017 my husband, Collin Driscoll (Prov), saw how much worse my health was getting with each year of winter in North Dakota. We just do...
Hey everyone, we’ve officially set up the fundraiser!
10k is like, the ultimate goal of dreams. But we don’t ever expect to actually make that number, but we can hope! Absolutely anything helps. Thank you for taking a moment to check this out. <3
@donddog this is literally one of my most prized possessions. I finally found a good place to hang the lil big man on the dividing wall in between the kitchen and livingroom. He may now watch over us all, amen.
awesome. the previous landlord in forks is claiming it took $1700 (or more aka our ENTIRE deposit) to repair the house when we left? what a load of croc? We left the house in better shape than when we moved in....... like what the fuck..... We were really relying on getting at least 1k back to put into savings.. :c uhg. We demanded itemized receipts and hopefully if we keep pecking at her she’ll roll over and give us back SOMETHING.
Making progress!!! Figured I'd show off my tower of boxes I got through yesterday! If only progress didn't look so messy... Lmao
You have to move or your health will fail? You have no money to move and expect others to hand it to you? That sounds like a scam.
No no, let me correct you on a couple points here.
My health is currently failing. As in right now. Constantly. I have a degenerative illness, a severe form of rheumatoid arthritis that got untreated for nearly 10 years due to no one noticing a child in pain and exhausted all the time then with 0 health coverage and multiple unfortunate circumstances.
Right now I no longer can eat more than half a meal sometimes due to unknown intestinal distress. My body is so weak If I sit wrong I get massive bruises on my body. These days I can no longer get out of bed any more because I’m too weak and it’s too painful for my feet to stand the pressure. This means I sometimes can not get myself something as simple as water OR I can’t even get to my own bathroom which is only a few feet away without aid. (ily @provinite)
I’m in massive amounts of chronic pain and exhaustion 24/7 since last winter. We’ve been trying all sorts of pain killers which don’t do enough good - in fact they actually are currently causing my liver lots of damage. Past 2 weeks I was required to not drink any alcohol or take ANY form of pain killers to try and see if my liver is failing now. I have to get regular injections and blood work to make sure the meds we are using for my RA isn’t actually killing me instead of helping me.
We’re terrified right now. I no longer have any quality of life. I’m depressed and my mental health has tanked despite finally being treated and medicated (which has been helping a lot). I can not take care of myself and all of the medical testing, doctor visits, medications... it’s been draining whatever little money we attempt to save up (first we were just hoping to buy a house, but clearly this isn’t an option for us in ND).
@provinite is trying his hardest to take care of me. But he’s not exactly tip top shape with his own chronic ailments. He’s disabled, just like me. However he isn’t as bad off as I personally am so we... just try to make the best of it. Personally I’m scared that one day he may resent me for being so impaired and helpless. Don’t worry, he constantly reassures me that it isn’t the case, but I can’t help but worry you know?
So right now our biggest issues are organ failure, more un-diagnosed chronic issues, and looking at terrifying treatments like bone fusions or other things to try and prevent the daily chronic pain.
We’re desperate. I am desperate. I am scared. I am wondering if I am going to die soon, that’s how bad this has gotten.Yes, I am asking for help. I am asking for money. I am BEGGING for money. I am selling off personal possessions both IRL and digital goods. I’ve sold a ton of my personal collection of adoptables that I worked HARD over the years to get and put ALL of the money into the moving fund.
But guess what? No one has to give me a dime. No one is obligated to donate to me. No one is required to feel bad for me or help me. NO ONE. These are my problems, these are all my issues to deal with. Do I expect people to give me money? Frankly no. I didn’t think anyone would bother donating. But some have and my gosh I am SO grateful to those few individuals to gave money to me, to my family, to help us out of this horrible situation.
My illnesses and disability makes me feel guilt and shame every day. But I will not allow you, some random anon, who probably has NO IDEA what I’m going through to make me feel bad for wanting to protect my family and try every single thing we can thing we can think of to get out of here.
We are working harder than you could ever imagine. Don’t believe us? Then just unfollow me? Don’t stress yourself out by following my blog and my problems? I also regularly use my artwork to vent and talk about disability so probably want to unfollow me everywhere
Thank you everyone who has been spreading our fundraiser information. Thank you to everyone who has taken money from their own lives to donate and try to save mine. Thank you all so much. I will never give up. I will not die without fighting. I will fucking make this work.
You think this is a scam anon? Then just don’t donate. Don’t reblog my fundraiser. In fact, just unfollow me because we’re going to be talking about this topic a LOT and it’s probably just going to piss you off.
Omfg we got some fees waived and like $300 off our moving truck!