play this song while reading this letter.
"Are you a cliff? Coz I'm falling for you" "Are you a monkey? Coz you cling to my heart so deary" "Are you a denture? You know, I can't smile without you"
"I love you. We're the perfect two. Go ask someone to take a picture of you so I can develop you in my heart. We're not humans or animals because we're actually perfect for each other, so much"
So, I never thought that translating a song to English is hard. That's actually in a Filipino language but I decided to translate it so you can understand it. So, my dearest oppa...
H A P P Y N I N T H M O N T H S A R Y !
Wow, nine months. Really? It seems like we just got together recently then we're together already. Isn't that amazing? Longest relationship ever, believe me. Do you remember Jikyung? He told me that he thought we won't last long but he failed with that thought, we're together for more than five months compared to him.
My first plan was to actually make a video-story instead of typing this letter but since I wasn't feeling good, I decided to type what I want to say to you. Action speaks louder than words. So probably, there are some words missing throughout the whole letter because I want it to express to you instead, if we meet half-way.
Oh, well. To be honest, I don't know what to say to you. Should I make this letter longer or shorter than it supposed to be? Probably I'm going to include some spazzing moments here so I can make this letter longer.
Wait, no. I'll just tell you some stories that happened to me when you're not here with me. First of all, I'm not flirting with other guys besides you. Second, I know I'm sick again but don't worry, I can take care of myself. Third, I can stand out on my own but there are times that I can't stand alone because I need someone beside me; you.
Okay, let me share some stories to you.
There was this guy, and I met over here on Tumblr. At first, we're awkward then he acts so cute on our first meeting to virtually kissed his cheek. To be honest, because of that.. I felt a weird tingly feeling in my heart.
I asked my friend about it and they told me I was probably having a crush on that guy and.. I did. We have a quality time talking to each other and teasing each other, soon enough that my feelings developed and I see him more than a friend, someone special instead.
People say it's crazy to fall in love online but it doesn't matter to me. I fell in love with my bias over the internet so it's possible to have an inspiration someone living on the other side of the world or who's timezone is an hour away from you and stuffs like that.
Getting curious who is that guy?
It was Christmas Eve when I send out letters to all of my friends here on Tumblr, and I sent him one too. It was the time that I was already okay with my recent surgery. A day after Christmas, I don't know what happened but I cried, a lot. I was supposed to confess last Christmas Eve, in that letter that I love him more than a friend but I was afraid that he might not have the same feelings.
Many things happened, the friend I used to lean on to doesn't talk to me anymore, until now. To say, he's a he.
He disappeared after December 26. Then, his sister posted a letter for me. It was the most meaningful letter I've received. Written in that letter, is a confession from him. Stupid for me right? Stupid for me that I didn't confessed to him on time.
After a month, January 14... he suddenly messaged me and told me that he's back. I cried, again. Crying over a guy possibly tells that you're in love with him right? At first, I was thinking should I be mad at him for lying at me but I told myself just to give him a chance to make things right because I want to start everything.
After sorting things out with him, we started to be sweet and that's the start of our happy story. Now, to tell you who is that guy... it's no other than you, my babo, my prince, my love. My Jaesun oppa.
This letter is probably cheesy but nyanyan, please do accept my cheesiness since I'm cheesier in real life, maybe?
I still have lots of things to tell to you oppa. I want to call you but I don't know your number. I want to hear your voice and when I ask you something, you'll respond. I want that to happen. Since I know, you're probably shy about it but please, do it for us?
I don't know how can I communicate with you but yeah... here's my number like srsly. I know its funny but who cares. 09157129782. Skype through @taemintt.
I just want to talk to you okay? I love you oppa, I love you so so much. Happy Ninth Monthsary again!
