millie’s long list of malex fics | bitch i’m a monster by see_addy_write / @seeaddywrite
“Fuck,” he mutters passionately, giving himself approximately thirty seconds to acknowledge how miserable he is before forcing his tactical mind and survival training to take over -- but he doesn’t have the chance. A short, wry chuckle from behind him makes Alex jump, and he twists around abruptly to find the source, his body habitually trying to find a defensive stance, even from his seated position in the dirt.
“Yeah. Fuck pretty much sums it up,” Michael Guerin drawls, his achingly familiar features drawn into a pinched scowl as he surveys their surroundings, and Alex’s heart sinks. Stranded alone in the desert is bad enough, but Michael’s presence makes it worse, despite the traitorous feeling of security and pleasure that sparks in Alex’s chest when he sees him.
For three years, Alex Manes has remained isolated, trying to keep the people he cares about safe from the monster inside of him. After being changed in the middle of a warzone, he's got more questions than answers about his condition ... but none of that matters when he wakes up stranded in the middle of the New Mexican desert with Michael Guerin, starving.
comment: i’d completely forgotten about vampire aus until addy’s story popped up, and thank god it did. the angst and turmoil is palpable from alex’s viewpoint, not only about his life (unlife?) as a vampire, but about being stuck out in the desert with no food source for miles except for michael. addy’s lays out the situation, the potential angst and consequences, with lovely, detailed prose and paragraphs that you can honestly just get lost in.
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