One deep breath, and then another. Mary Eunice sits in her used Chevy (a ghastly pea clean monstrosity that, unfortunately, was all she had been able to afford) desperately trying to calm her nerves, settle her erratic breathing, calm the tremor that threatens in her already clammy hand. Adjusting the rearview mirror, she moves to nervously groom herself. Brushing softly curling blond strands out of her face. There's something comforting in knowing that while she can't control of the situation--of Kit's reaction or of Jude's--she can control the arrangement of her hair, the way her shirt hangs. It’s been years since she’s renounced her vows, but she’s still yet to get used to the sensation of her hair being loosed from her cornette—there time she feels queerly exposed without the the thick, comforting fabric of her old habit. With a final breath, she reaches for the door, steeling herself again. She’s been waiting for this moment for a long time, and she’s not about to let her cowardice get the better of her now. Shoes crunching on gravel, she makes her way up the driveway, rosy lips curving into a pleased smile as she looks up at the charming country home. It makes her heart swell to see the way he’s made a home for himself, despite his tragedies. It gives her hope. She smooths her hands nervously over her long skirt, straightening her posture, and with her porcelain features set in an expression of determination she gives three firm knocks on the wood of the door. God, I hope he’s home.













