In lights of times like this I'm feeling a little overwhelmed and honestly scared....something that I never liked to admit before but especially now that I'm feeling so useless and helpless because my brother works at a retail store and I used to work at school tutoring and doing school projects but now schools are closed I have no idea how to help my family out financially and trying each day to be okay but for the first time I'm overthinking and it's consuming me but at the end of the day I know I'll figure it out. Just like Ms. @taylorswift says Shake It Off and that's what I do when I'm on the edge but sometimes I dive in too deep in m own head that the dark nights cloud over me but thankfully I write music and songs and even tho at these times it almost feels like this is it but it's not and I will keep writing to let the stress out and hopefully one day I'll write a song with my idol who taught me how to do that..just feel. We will be okay. Maybe not today or tomorrow but we will be.
