MIKE SCHMIDT X F. READER, lust by chase atlantic inspo.
Summary: Mike has a little drug addiction, Mike is your best friend, who has been secretly in love with you for years, Mike is tired of seeing your jealous boyfriend all the time as if your boyfriend really deserved you, Mike and he hate each other but your boyfriend is really an idiot. For Mike you are everything, simply the world makes sense by your side but he doesn’t know what this feeling can come to.
TW: violence, drugs, psychological abuse.
a/n: This is my first time writing something, I speak Spanish so the story was originally written in Spanish and then I translated it into English, plz don’t be rude if there is a mistake 😭 I wrote this before I fell asleep.
‘Long walk through the forest come and find me.
Cold night, dark sprites, sip it lightly.
I don’t even wanna fuck, I just like you.’
Mike felt how his body received that precious dust through his nose, he inhaled and reclined on the sofa, feeling every part of his body react to the intruder in his body. Possibly it was his third or fourth line on the day, I have consumed my quota for the week, I think. He thought. He wanted to run, he wanted to go out, he felt that he could end the world at that very moment, his mind was heavy, the images did not stop running frantically in his head, he was feeling the impact of the narcotic.
He quickly searched for his phone, Mike was the type of boy who has many girls in his contacts willing to fall where he suggested and this was one of those moments, Mike was a type of fuckboy, although the term seemed pathetic to him.
He was focused on looking for some girl from his old nights, until he felt the doorbell on his door. Anger grew inside him, he did not expect company, not yet at least, the effects of the drug were obviously making him feel much angrier, he went angrily to the door, once opened, it seemed that everything was multicolored, the girl behind the door looked so beautiful that for a few moments he thought that maybe he was hallucinating.
“Y/n? What are you doing here without telling me that you would come?” Y/N, his best friend and evidently the girl he loved from the moment he met her, would never be bothered by such a pleasant visit, although if he had known it, he might not have made his state with the drug obvious, he hurried to look away from the girl and wiped his nose from the remains of dust that could remain. Now he felt embarrassed.
“Hey, Mike... were you putting that shit in again? Look at your eyes...”
The girl pushed Michael slightly so she could enter the apartment without paying attention to Mike. The boy simply closed the door and followed you with his eyes, trying to calm the thoughts that went to a thousand per hour, for Mike you looked as beautiful as ever, anyone with a minimum of common sense would notice that he was totally fucked by you.
On the other hand, you had always seen Michael as your best friend, you loved your boyfriend even if sometimes he behaved like an idiot and made you suffer on multiple occasions but you loved him anyway, even when he abused you psychologically. You knew that Michael had a history of being a heartbreaker and a drug addict, so no matter how much you loved that boy, in the past you could not have generated romantic feelings for him either, you were not going to submit to that pain, although more than ever, in the solitude of your room you thought what it would be like to be touched by him, it was just lust.
“Michael, we’ve talked about this at least 100 times since you started this shit, don’t you understand how serious it can be if you don’t stop?”
Mike, who was now sitting again on the couch next to you looking at the small tray with the remains of the white powder, simply let out a giggle as he hugged the girl, noticing how she let out a small moan of pain.
Michael separated from you as he watched you with intrigue, as if he expected you to explain the reason for your pain, which did not happen.
“Does something hurt you, y/n?”
Silence again for a few seconds until you could think of something, you had screwed up.
“I fell and now my back hurts, nothing to worry about, Mikey.”
Michael sketched a small smile as he looked away, it was enough to know that he had not believed you at all, his intuition was never going to fail, you could see the paranoia in him eyes. A few minutes passed in silence in which your gaze was on the ground, it was useless to hide it, you were not a good liar. Michael’s hands removing your shirt took you out of your thoughts, leaving only with your bra. You shuddered at his touch and felt the heat on your cheeks, this was new.
The boy’s face was indescribable when he saw a bruise on your back, observing with intrigue, again you didn’t give him an answer, this was very bad.
“Can you explain to me what the hell happened to you? This is not a simple fall, y/n.” You noticed how his tone was firm and serious, it even seemed that the entire effect of the drug had disappeared if it were not for his dilated pupils.
You let out a sigh and looked away with shame, you cleared your throat before you could speak, you had to choose your words well to prevent the boy from reacting even worse, less in this state. “My boyfriend and I argued, I was wrong and accidentally burned his favorite food, he got angry and started yelling at me, when I tried to apologize he just pushed me against the kitchen table and I think I lost consciousness for a few seconds... it’s the first time it happens, it’s nothing serious, I’ll talk to him when I can.”
Michael ran his hands through his hair in frustration, he knew it and was trying to control his anger, he breathed a few seconds before getting up violently.
“Y/n, it’s not the first time it happens! Many times I have seen marks on you, I always tried to think that maybe it was something private of yours or something fortuitous, I tried to think that maybe the faggot you have as a boyfriend was not such an idiot, he was so wrong! Now I will go and I swear that he will suffer so much that he will have to beg me to kill him.”
Mike took his jacket and you felt your abdomen contract when you noticed that he was serious, you could see the anger in his eyes, you were really scared. Before he could get to the door, you stood in front of him and kissed him desperately, you didn’t know if the desire was because of his attitude, his touch and that you had been feeling lust for him for a long time, anyway you managed to distract him.
His body relaxed and although it took him a few seconds to reciprocate, he took your waist and attached you more to him when he didn’t touch the area you had sensitive, as if he had also been waiting for this moment for a long time.
Mike’s thoughts were in a spiral of emotions, he was confused, although he also knew that you were possibly doing it to distract him, anyway, he knew that he would never leave you close to that man again. The kiss intensified and you took your arm to walk towards his room, your desire was wild, you needed it, now.
“Y/n, wait.” You stopped at the door of his room, waiting for what the boy had to tell you, you left some wet kisses on his neck while waiting for his answer, feeling his body tense at your touch. “No, y/n, I don’t want this like that, I don’t even wanna fuck, I just like you.” Of course he wanted to, Mike wanted it more than anything but he wasn’t willing to make you think that he only wanted that with you.
“Mike, fuck love, we can do this shit forever if it’s just lust.” You said before kissing him as if it were the last thing you would do in your life.