#mtswolympus

[hauntedvelvet]

whoops my hand slipped and i made an angel out of your back muscle selfie silly me

[sunnyinwisconsin]

roller-coaster!

i'm going to lift tonight - no ifs, ands, or butts. I have to do something with all this energy/anxiety. There is nothing I can do right now. I just have to let it go. This is out of my hands. I feel like I could run about 5 miles too....BUT i WON'T hahhahahaha. Cardio blows.

Just have to be exited for my little tumblr meetup! Got the day off and everything! Yay!

[sunnyinwisconsin]

so, last night went better than I planned

Guys, what have I done?

Why did I give him my url

I ruined it

i'm a ruin-er

forever alone

He is so nice looking - unnffff. [heavy breathing] Seriously. I need to get you pictures. (with consent, of course)

He is very smart and seems to be quite genuine. I didn't pick up on any signs that he was douch-y, or a womanizer, or a liar (or a drug dealer, so that's good). He seems to be incredibly disciplined and cares a lot about his food and his workouts which is so important to me. Also, that means @loveyourselfcompltetely won't hate him either, haha... He is in to MMA stuff and is in great shape! But he still seems to be really down to earth. Also he is part nerd....so really he is perfection. I need to talk to him more...there are more layers, I can tell. If nothing else, he could be a really epic friend. Maybe I'll quit my job at the club sooner, rather than later.

i have no idea what I've gotten myself into and I hate not feeling in control. Pains of being a Cancer I suppose.