" ctommy is a demon " , " ctommy is a raccoon " , no that is an angel. Like imagine being born to be GREAT, a LIGHT of good in the world. So you do everything you're told is good, taught is right, because that's what you're supposed to do. That's what you have to be.
You build a church, a holy path. You try so hard, yet it's always wrong. It's never enough. You're always to selfish, to evil, to wrong. To angry, to hurt, to scared.
You're supposed to be holy, to help people, yet you're failing. You've been failing in this for so long, that you forget how it feels to succeed.












