Car Chat #1
Lunch time! And instead of eating, I am sitting in my car as far away from work as possible. I thought that after my 4 day weekend I was gonna go back feeling refreshed and ready for the holiday season but it's the exact opposite. My 4 day weekend left me with hating this place even more and dreading what's coming up next. Probably doesn't help that I've come to work late the past two days, great way to come back right? Maybe I've finally reached the point where I just need to quit and start somewhere new. I know at this moment that can't happen.. Due to bills... But a girl can dream right? It would be nice to get away from that place, and away from certain people. If I'm going to be honest here I have to say that yes, I needed to get away from the work area, but I also needed to get away from them. Away from the drama, away from the pain. And I did and it felt great! But then I came back. I guess I was just hoping for it to go away when in reality it was just put on pause. I know I'm just being over dramatic and immature, but I'm also only human. Feelings love to get in the way of things. I'm very confused and I don't know what to do about anything nowadays. Maybe a few more lunch breaks spent in my car will help, or at least help me get away for a bit.