Thank you! By the way, do you have any opinion on what Marina wrote on her blog?
I do! I went through basically her entire blog compiling those quotes and goodness, it made me really nostalgic. It makes me really sad that Marina doesn't seem to communicate with her fans as much anymore, but mostly, everything she wrote makes me really think about how EH came about. I feel like on some level, EH is probably about some form of escapism, on top of the obvious concepts. There were definitely some quotes in there where she proclaimed her depression and then said she felt like delving into that bubblegum pink feminine fantasy world ("I have decided I want to be the epitome of fluffy wuffy bimbo-brain world at the mo." "Wish could just be barbie, focus on hair dye and sing about barbie world. Or be Juliana Hatfield and rage out on liquor and neon sweets."). There were also a lot of references to songs she wouldn't be coming out with for a while, as well as blogs about a lot of the defining concepts of EH (illusion, pop, femininity), which I found interesting.
Reading back into the past like that also made me wonder how things with Marina managed to change so much. She spent a lot of time lamenting American pop music; she said she'd never fall into a glamorous image, and that she could never be motivated by illusion and stardom. Electra Heart truly is the antithesis of what Marina used to stand for. And though much of it is tongue-in-cheek, I feel that the album is also very much a not-so-secret dream of hers that she's finally getting to play out, and I'm not sure if she quite cares anymore about the artistic integrity it may or may not lack. From what we can gather, based on interviews and what she wrote, she went from feeling like an outsider to the pop world and hating it, from loving the pop world because she's finally a part of it. I wonder if she'd be feeling as fulfilled with EH if she still didn't feel like she was part of that scene, or if she was only achieving about the same amount of success from EH as TFJ.
Note that I'm not trying to speak for her, by the way; these are all just musings, and I don't want anyone to assume I think I know everything that goes on in her head. It's all just really interesting to me, basically, and these few paragraphs are only about half of my thoughts. xD