#mummel brainworms

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i love playing minecraft w my friends but lowkey sometimes i do miss the way i used to play minecraft when i was but a wee lad who didnt know how servers worked so id always play singleplayer and my worlds always used to feel uniquely haunted by loneliness. like youre the only sentient person in the this place, youre uniquely othered and you know it. you try your hardest to make a home, you surround yourself with pets who love you but you know deep down there are others out there somewhere, people like you and you yearn for it.

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cowboyverse dashboard simulator

dashboard simulator based on my cowboy ocs because yes

💣bpd-cowboy follow

bitches hate me for my undiagnosed bpd swag. and also the killings but that's less important

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🦩 bluerpastures follow

i did not kill my husband of 10 years just for "tradwives" to become trendy again

👢 kiddthekid follow

why is my mother posting murder confessions on the hellsite?

#she does have several valid points but hellooo #girl #you are not immune to getting arrested in your old age of 57 mother #also is that what happened to my father?

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🚂 railroadontherun follow

living our best life in argentina with @veteran-outlaw! #travelblog #outlawblr

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@/doneanddusted is literally dead.

🚂 railroadontherun follow

this aint about her

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💣bpd-cowboy follow

was it casual when i took you with me on multiple robberies and showed you the freedom your husband never gave you? was it casual when we danced next to our bonfire and watched the stars? was it casual??

🦩 bluerpastures follow

well i dont know, was it casual when you looked for me even after i betrayed you? was it casual when i gave you a place to stay? was it casual when you were the closest thing to a father figure my son had?

🪶 veteran-outlaw follow

not the gatekeeping??

for your information there's many reasons someone doesn't have a wanted poster, whether they hide their face during robberies (smart if you have a family to care for!) or they just don't get seen as a serious enough threat no matter how hard they try. also some people on outlawblr are literally just starting out.

gatekeeping only separates us further

🦩 bluerpastures follow

exactly! thanks @veteran-outlaw!

i, for example, dont have a wanted poster anymore because my charges were dropped in exchange for information i gave to protect my family

🪶 veteran-outlaw follow

nevermind i take it back, didnt know i was defending a class traitor

💣bpd-cowboy follow

what the fuck happened to my post

#also for your information im the one blue betrayed and its fine imo #well. it did kinda cause my best friends death #but how was she supposed to know that

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👢 kiddthekid follow

anyone else think that growing up an hour away from any other kids their age and almost exclusively playing with ranch-hands when they were growing up might have fucked up their development a little or is that just me?

#might have also been the cheap ass smokes my moms boyfriend let me smoke when i was like 7 #who knows #city slickers dni #where are my fellow ranchkids at

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genuinely i remember being 14 in mcyt fandom spaces during the height of dsmp and the amount of boundaries discourse was so bone deep exhausting and caused me to full on step back from engaging with a media that i still love to this day for years and seeing the same kind of mindset come back around in current mcyt spaces is so disheartening. ccs need to step back and realise that damn panopticon is doing nothing for them beyond alienating their fans. yes, even, and especially if, said fandom starts self policing eachother. you are a tar pit

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and the beautiful thing is. elon can ban connor off of twitter. but he can never take this back. he can never undo that discord call

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tumblr if it was ghosts

@gwensy look at my ghost dashboard

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ough my downstairs neighbors are soooo annoying "can you stop rattling your chains at 3am" this and "some people actually still need to sleep" that. first of all. when you get to my state of decomposition youll understand. second of all. how else am i supposed to haunt this attic, bitch? by being nice and polite?

👻coo0ochie-haunter follow

some of you (not naming names) don't know how good you have it. oooo the straight up castle youre haunting doesn't have enough leaks to drip water through creeply when it rains? well my fucking graveyard got bulldozed and turned into a shitty gasstation. so maybe be more grateful next time

#vague #rant

🏰lonelylady follow

i just wish the couple renovating my castle to turn it into an air bnb hadn't closed up all the leaks in the roof :/

#i really liked the sounds the rain made when it dripped through #i AM exited for the new company though :3

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can we honestly destigmatise ectoplasm? its a normal part of being a ghost, especially for those of us with psychic powers and im so sick of nobody talking about it because they think its "gross" or "too slimy".

👻coo0ochie-haunter follow

just say you dont practice personal hauntgiene and stop posting about your disgusting habits on hauntblr smh

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someone clearly watched too much ghostbusters

#also thats literally not how it works AT ALL

🌑ghoulishous follow

boring victorian dresses are OUT, old bedsheets are IN.

#i know the whole "ghosts wear bedsheets" thing is a huge misconception by humans #but they did kinda pop off with it #may i also say #they make me feel extremely gender

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everyday i thank god that the concept of dream smp season two did not go anywhere. they let my boy escape the narrative. okay yeah they killed him off badly for a long time but he made it out, he defied the narrative he got to stop being a main character he got to settle down he got a pet that wont get murdered and he hangs out with his best friend frequently and his mental health isnt perfect but hes getting there

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the fact that we only know the year faramir died and not when eowyn did haunts me man. im haunted! who died first do you think. which one of them was left behind to mourn yet another loved one. faramir has more dunedain heritage, implying he will probably live longer but hes also already older than eowyn so it might have cancelled out. i need them to have simultaneous heart attacks for my own good.

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thinking about how carol keeps requesting things so she can keep hearing that damn voice message. so she can hear at least someone apart from her own voice. how she keeps singing to fill the silence. how she howls along with the wolves because at least for a second it feels like shes not alone and part of a group of individuals who stick together but are still themselves