i'm so tired of working at night. i wish i was good enough so a bigger store/company would hire me to work for them during the day. i'm just so exhausted of getting home so damn late and not having weekends to go out with my friends anymore.
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i'm so tired of working at night. i wish i was good enough so a bigger store/company would hire me to work for them during the day. i'm just so exhausted of getting home so damn late and not having weekends to go out with my friends anymore.
what a dead blog
all i wish is that i could have my own place, do my own stuff in my own time, not having to rush to do any fucking thing...you guys, i'm fucking tired of the life i got and to hear people judging me all the time because they think that what i do isnt enough. i'm fucking exhausted.
To my RP partners:
To my current partners, to the ones who are taking a needed break and even the -hopefully- upcoming ones: You guys have no idea of how happy it makes me to have this blog and to write with each of you guys. All the threads and asks sent that gets me so hyped to reply... I'm forever grateful for having you guys. I love every single one of our au's and you have no idea of how much a reply can change my days/mood for the best. Thank you. Thank you for everything. Thank for sticking around and making me so happy when life out of Tumblr is just so fucking hard to deal with. I love you all with all my heart.
And in case if you wanna start a thread or something, just hit me on dm's and I'll be there to respond you 💜 Lots of love xx
Mun opinion on 3, 5, and 17
Mun Views meme
3. On smut.
I love me some good smut! I’m not always good at it, and half the time once I’m in the midsts of it I’m like ???? and have issues replying, but this is the only kind of action my single demisexual ass is getting so I live vicariously through Fenrir and am not ashamed. Nothing wrong with it so long as both parties are of age and obviously consenting and not feeling pressured. I just hate that group of young’ins who try and complain that they should get to write smut with whoever they want and feel oh so judged when someone over 18 won’t smut with them because they’re a minor. God, tumblr teens. We’ve all been there, but don’t you dare try to make me feel bad because I don’t want to risk going to fucking jail just because you want your muse to fuck mine.
5. On exclusivity.
I’ve seen this pop up more and more often nowadays. Selective blogs and exclusive blogs. Honestly, I’m relieved that we’re out of the time where everyone got bullied to RP with everyone who came knocking on their door just cuz. I see nothing wrong with exclusivity so long as it’s handled respectfully and everyone is on board, and it’s not used as a way to belittle others.
I’ve personally tampered some with the idea as well, as the longer I write with certain partners and develop an offline relation, the more my goddamned empathy makes me worry that I’ll hurt them if I start RPing with another of their character. It’s not always the case, but that’s why I am sometimes hesitant to commit to an RP with a muse I already play with, even if I may not be actively writing with them right then. Often this is because I’ve had some of these partners for years and it’s more than just RPing, it’s turned into a relationship on and offline. Obviously, though, that’s something to figure out in private.
and then on my end, I am one of those people who gets those twinges of self-doubt when I see my partners RPing with other Fenrirs, or honestly just seeing other Svadi and Fenrir blogs existing I’m always like ARE YOU BETTER THAN ME? DO YOU DO SOMETHING I DON’T?? OH SHIT THIS PERSON IS WAY MORE ACTIVE THAN ME. FUCK I’M GOING TO LOSE ALL MY PARTNERS TO THEM. But, like. That’s my problem, not yours. I’m not going to enforce exclusivity on you. And nowadays, because thank you growing up, I’m less sensitive about things as I used to be.
extra: 17. On multi-muse blogs.
Why is this extra?? and why would it be it’s own number???
Anyways. Multi-muse blogs know where it’s at. Not trying to hop around all these blogs or side blogs and forgetting passwords and shit. I keep toying with making ones of my own, and several have already turned into them, somewhat (i.e. Launa on here, and my @cxrvidisms blog is/will be getting more raven bbies once I can actually rp more than just this fucking wolf). Really, so long as you manage your multi-muse blog well, make it clear who you’re writing when, and where I need to go to get the info on all the characters, i’m down. I vaguely recall years back some had multi-muse blogs that were just really damn confusing, which made my desire to even start anything drop. But yeah, that could go for any blog.
Nothing to do ... absolute boredom ... seems like people don't like my little Empress anymore.. so down.. Anyone rp ?
((...yoo...this sore throat is really bothering me..fuuuu when will it go away...anyone know how long they last?.))