#mun on fire

[fairestmusesofthemall]

Sup. "You said you weren't gonna post until you had Doc's new blog running." Yeah about that. This laptop is currently being held together by literal ducttape. "Fiery, what the HELL?" Long story. If you know, you know. If you don't know... then you don't need to know. Things will get transferred over soon. My activity will continue to be weird and based on how much pain and drama is going on in my life. "Are you okay?" Well I'm not dead, voice I invented for this little conversation! That's all that matters right now. "Will anything change?" Nope. Still favoring my sidekicks as usual. Cool? Cool. Signing off until I can actually fix things.

[fairestmusesismoving]

How Can you be queer and not ship Swan Queen you're disgusting

Well I normally don’t address these sorts of asks seriously, but this could be a teachable moment in this act of hatred so hey. Why not? So I ask people to tag their Swan Queen. That’s correct. It’s a trigger. Me asking you to tag it should be good enough. I shouldn’t have to tell you what reading descriptions of this ship does to me. I shouldn’t have to tell you what it feels like to see people posting “cute” things to “support” the ship. I share enough of my health. The idea of someone dating the person who has abused their family for a good generation or two is highly traumatic and much of the conversation surrounding this ship has been used against myself and various members of my family to forgive people who have abused them in severe ways. It gives me immediate flashbacks to my life that I don’t want to think about. So thanks for the flashbacks. You got it? Done. I don’t want to be triggered (tired of the panic attacks) so tag your Swan Queen. I don’t think a ship where you have to ignore mountains of abuse to get it to work is good for the LGBTQ community because we already have way too many ships with this working for us, since you know... we are deserving of healthy ships that actually represent who we are. The fact I have been traumatized does not make me less queer. Just tag your ship and get over yourself for the love of god. Just tag it and make it easy for me to block, okay? If you don’t like it, please don’t follow me.

[fairestmusesofthemall]

Obligatory "I'm not dead" post. Cause that's all I really make anymore. Still in a lot of pain. Getting a treatment soon. Discouraged and don't feel like rp anymore, honestly. Maybe with like, two people. Two. Yeah. Two. Three, really? But... that's my hubby. He knows he's the best and the VIP. But I'll still reboot Doc's blog when I finally get the energy to. Which might not be for a while but. Hey, I'll do it. Eventually. Right now the pain is very intense. Maybe I'll feel like rping again at that point. Life ain't great for me. I'm just living for those little moments and leaning on my better half. We'll talk again soon. Maybe when I launch the new blog for the bisexual grandpa. Probably. Expect it at the end of summer. I'm really not doing so good but... If I cannot return to the stage, I must write. I must create something. Even if only one person enjoys it... then that is enough. The Fiery Mun

[fairestmusesofthemall]

Sign that I'm alive but still on hiatus due to complications. Life is not really great right now but we're doing our best here.

Applies to all of my side blogs including the half started attempt for Doc's actual side blog because I have, sadly, abandoned my boy.

[fairestmusesofthemall]

It's a normal hiatus instead of an emergency hiatus now. My mom is doing better and no permanent signs of damage. Holiday plans are modified. I'm exhausted. I'm trying to manage my health so I'm not in severe pain and enjoy myself. So I'll see you when I can. At least this is a lot better.

[fairestmusesofthemall]

"You disappeared again!" Same old. My health decided to slap me extra hard this time. And...other details, not worth it. Not going into details. You'll just get sad. Sad backwards is das. Das just not good! I am going to try to get back to writing but... You know me. At any second I'm gonna get slapped again by my symptoms. My treatment was yesterday though and I'm still a little... Mun is Somewhat Unhinged

[fairestmusesofthemall]

Hold on folks I'm trying to resolve some shit with my cat. Apparently she wants to use the keyboard and you know, I'm doing that. Her suggested resolution was to bite my hand and my big toe. MY RESOLUTION IS GONNA BE THROWING HER OFF THE CHRYSLER BUILDING. Never. I adore this little pain in my ass.

[fairestmusesofthemall]

Hi. Checking in. Migraine from the storm is eating my brain. I'm hydrating. I'm trying to be good. But I have use of my hands back. HOORAY. Might throw out a meme! Might get distracted by The Sims cause new expansion. :) Geppetto and Pinocchio are dying to be thrown into some capitalism, Sims-style. Trying and failing but I'm TRYING.