No matter how many happy scenarios I read for him, or happy endings, or possible love interests - I'd always end up falling back to the pit of giving him nothing. This is so depressing. I do sincerely want him to have someone, but... At the same time, idk, it's just so complicated because of the thought of how the reaction in the aftermath would be ? It kinda matters, because he's the type who'd be greatly worried about things like that but at the same time he's like ''aw wat the heck i love ya''. And I dunno anyone who'd wanna put up with that kind of line of thought? I'm stuck in this emotionally crippling cycle. Maybe he does need help. Or I need help. Maybe we both need help.