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thank you for you guys' kind words, it honestly means a lot -3- you're all little sweethearts gathers u up and puts u into nest

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hhhhhaaaaa when you suddenly remember that time teachers literally stood around you and laughed and made you feel like such shit when you were already hideously uncomfortable that you cried in a corner until a janitor took pity on you and let you out a side door

and it still makes you choke up how awful it was

they couldn't have know just how fragile i was but why the fuck would you collect there and laugh and poke fun at a teenager what are the chances they're already cripplingly sensitive just by being that age, let alone the fact i was fucking vulnerable as fuck because of extra things that they didn't know about but had no fucking right to assume i was without and safe to humiliate in front of a crowd

ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ what a great environment this education system's produced

just so good for teenagers, totally doesn't act like teenagers are fucking animals that don't understand what the big people are talking about and happily bounce along and don't care about whatever you throw at them so hey sure laugh at them in front of everyone don't consider the fact you might be looking at someone who's depressed, anxiety-filled and actually other stuff too like just assume that they're fine because the chances they're a vulnerable person that you're meant to protect and help are probably maybe you assume smaller so hey it doesn't matter if you're going to shatter them into a million pieces because chances are you're not

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well today was just terrifying

our baby pony Pie was awful, we think she ate a bunch of horsetail and it made her tummy really painful, but she was antsy one moment and the next she was actually collapsing against the stall wall. Horses are just so big even when they're small the sound of one falling over like the thud and the clatter when her shoes skid on the concrete is just awful. She didn't actually fall down though, the girl that sponsors her and is basically like her mamma was heaving her head up the whole time and in tears it was just so horrible

she was fine by the time I left though, on small hand feeds regularly for four hours before she can get back into the field, but jesus christ that was the scariest thing i've ever seen. Poor baby girl just thudded and i just can't even describe the terror of an animal that big suddenly just going.

poor baby girl, she's so sweet and silly and loving and it was so horrible to see her like that. Like she's dumb, and that's probably why she shunted her way into the bit of the field fenced off just to eat the poisonous plants, but she is the most loving little baby ever, and she's a joy to ride

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silascobb replied to your post:intellectandwill replied to your...

I had this whole AU planned for another character of mine, I created a whole new race of aliens and colonised worlds etc, but I never got started on it. >.< I still have the sideblog though!

intense vibrating do the THING friend DO. THE. THING. imeanifyouhavetimeandallthat. BUT THAT SOUNDS SO HELLA COOL???? WORLDBUILDING IS THE RADDEST THING IN THE WORLD AND I LOVE HEARING ABOUT PEOPLE'S WORLDBUILDING??? IT'S SO GOOD. WOW CAN I JUST SAY THAT YOU SHOUDL 100 PERCENT MAKE A POST ABOUT IT BECAUSE D A N G  S O N. LOUD CHINHANDSING.

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intellectandwill replied to your post:intellectandwill replied to your post:silascobb...

omg the Giver au though pAIN I WANT THAT OR I WANT THE ONES WHO WALK AWAY FROM OMELAS OR MASS EFFECT I’LL TAKE ANYTHING

O DANG SON that there shit is the good stuff i want giant undeground colonies with a few select nerds fighting against overlords to see the sunlight they've only ever heard vague, passed down stories about and and JESUS I JUST???? WOW I LOVE THIS STUFF. YODELS AND THROWS ANDROIDS LEARNING EMOTIONS AT U.

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intellectandwill replied to your post:silascobb replied to your post “cries about Portal...

yes hi hello

hands out hat welcome 2 the club here's the secret handshake to make it extra secret we don't actually shake hands we yodel and throw robots at each other

now your first duty in scifi junkie nerds club is to share your best/most wanted scifi au and then to cry with me about the fresh horrors to be inflicted on innocent little muses

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cries about Portal aus

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Aye, the few peeps of free-- I am going to make a new account, since there are some memories on this account I'd like to forget, and since I am too lazy to just.. delete all the posts I will just... start new on another one, that's why I changed the url on this one to freejieunx, so don't wonder why another freejieun started following you, you can unfollow this one. Peace out.