#murder lust

[romanticmonster]

Taken to normalizing my unusual interests to friends by phrasing them in a lighthearted way

[sky-2s-blog]

este era un dibujo de Navidad pero ahora es un dibujo de Navidad atrasado :/

this was a Christmas drawing but now it is a backward Christmas drawing :/

y bueno es un dibujo de mi Ship favorito Okey

and well it's a drawing of my favorite Ship Okey

Dust × Lust

[romanticmonster]

"Dont bash it til you try it"

But for murder and snuff kinks

[romanticmonster]

Necro + Murder Kink Ask Game:

2, 3, 7, 14, 39

2. Weirdest fantasy?

Mixing my kinks into an absurd laughable mess like zombie fucking, cumming, breeding, but it turns me into a zombie or watching it happen (since I'm often not a subject in my fantasies necessarily) which would be a mix of rape, murder kink, monster fuckery and breeding. Lots of risks. Weird only in how weird it can be. Another being undead and my physiological processes are fucked so things like touching my internal organs are pleasurable. Honestly I'd fuck with being anything nonhuman. Anyway that's the weirder out there fantasies.

3. Do you have a specific theme/motif you think of over and over in your fantasies?

For this themed ask about murder kinks, simply, being killed while cumming (either participant). It does not need to be complicated. Choking and strangulation aswell (and rape but that's it's own thing). Of course excessive lust/instinct is great aswell.

7. Have you watched someone die in person?

Im not sure. Die no. But dying? I thought I could have. But Id never know. Walked with friends once when I was a teenager and a (I'm assuming homeless) guy was staggering, collapsed, spoke nonsensical and was bleeding from the back of his head. Called an ambulance after much confusion and didn't stick around so wouldn't be asked questions (or suspected foul play). So possibly? These kinds of things are always more profound in retrospect, never in the moment. Because in the moment, it never feels important.

14. Replied to in the prev ask

39. Favorite horror movies/shows/books/podcasts?

Well, I've got normal ones and pervert ones. A normal one: the magnus archives (an audio podcast/story, great slow burn plot).

A perverted one: a Korean Manhwa called The Black Mirror by Muhwa / Sugeun(Art). It's my absolute cup of tea in regards to love and horror. I often times wish I could find a 'straight' version purely so I can recommend it to more people who'd actually read it and be subjected to my interests (because I know far too many people seem to care about the genders in the relationship more than the plot and story but fuck whatever). I'd love more like it honestly.

Trying to recall movies and shows but I'm hitting a blank. If I remember I'll just reblog it after this ask.

[romanticmonster]

14. Would you use intox to facilitate killings or kill them in their sleep, or would you prefer them conscious?

21. Are you also interested in being killed? If so, how would you want to die?

30. Do you find death in any way repulsive? If so, is that part of the appeal?

36. Thoughts on ritual sacrifice?

37. Would you like someone to watch you kill or fuck corpses?

Ah, delighted to get to these.

14. I think I'd prefer them to be conscious. but drugs to make it weird and surreal or odd? Absolutely. First random thought is making it so one feels no pain, so you're dying and not even realize it. Among other things.

21. Hmm, I am, but I'm weirdly uncomfortable about it too. Maybe that's part of it. But with someone's bare hands preferably. A crime of passion. Ideally while cumming but ha, thats a hard ask. So even with them doing so would be lovely. Dying with their hands around my throat or bleeding out.

30. In a way yea. It's more appealing in a romantisized way, but I'm well aware that's not how the world works. Not going to stop me from fantasizing though. The repulsive nature is certainly part of the appeal.

36. Oooh. Not something I'd do (I barely do even normalized rituals) but for my voyeuristic nature absolutely. I'd facilitate the heck of it that. I'm an enabler at heart.

37. Killing since I don't see as much point when someone's dead, but sure. If they're watching and getting off on it, absolutely.

[romanticmonster]

14 and 20 for the ask game

Answering both of these together + the little extra from anon

14) Loving snvff, indifferent snvff, or hateful snvff?

Loving. Absolutely. I can kinda enjoy the other two (due to lack of finding loving murder). I think even if it's hateful Id be alright with if it's not based in bigotry or sexism etc. That's just a turn off.

19) Does anyone irl know you're into it?

Ha no. I have however implied my cuteness aggression (and love aggression) makes me have the impulse to murder or kill something, I have not implied I'm aroused by it. At least not to anyone irl

20) Would you roleplay a snvff fantasy in a scene irl (assuming everything is as safe as is possible) or do you prefer to stick to art/media only?

Ah, I would roleplay it. I feel more inclined to be the one doing the roleplay of murder though. Since I think it's difficult for me to be vulnerable with anyone enough to enjoy receiving it as much.

For reference roleplay would be simple for me, since it would mainly be threats on one's life and choking or knife play. The dirty talk would be the main medium for me to give or receive it.

Hmm... To hear someone affectionately with lust in their voice telling me theyre turned on by the thought of killing me... Ahh

[romanticmonster]

"I told him why I was there, he was never ever mislead

I am the judgement and jury watching him walking the ledge

We spoke for a moment or two, he didn't have enough breath

But in the end we both agreed that he was better off dead"

Oh

Oh~

The implication is different from my perspective on this. But oh, oh do I like imagining this is fully consentual. He was, absolutely, asking for it. Wholeheartedly.

So, lovely~

What delightful murder lust

[ninjajustice]

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