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been getting too into doll customs but this is my first doll project…

…anshi 1/4 scale!!! styled the wig and bought the clothes from a booth vendor !!! and ofc, face was my first attempt….

i’m proud of her. i’m rlly so damn fond she’s soooo cute. i want to make her hair accessories and actual outfit through sewing.

…my partner bought me a mdd body for my birthday. and. well. you can guess what pookie it will be.

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i got diagnosed guys i got prescribed antipsychotics (technically)

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Meow Meow Masterlist

hewoooo making a little list under this read more— it’ll be edited periodically but the small handful of faces you see here with little vibes.

..i’d say alot of my ocs are usually described as ‘esoteric’, personally i’ve been going on a bit of a creative journey recently, so i’m not the most experienced at conveying them. (yet alone posting) but I think it’s good for purposes to try and gather their essences together to show… maybe one day i’ll edit this post to have docs/more info but for now. What you see is what you get.

📜 Daiex Iarstil

Witch of Memoir

east asian - early twenties - not cis, depends on reader interpretation

The witch who covered his core in lies to protect it, an existence which borders between instigator and investigator… I often describe daiex as scrodinger’s catboy. He’s a cleaner whose whole thing is ‘narratives’ of the deceased, he changes memories and stories to hide bodies… seeing this act as worse than murder itself, despicable desecration of the deceased’s traces. He’s sublime, sardonic, sadistic, but beyond that is a dramatic habitual liar with a yearning heart and a tragic past he’s running from.

Main oc that has been here for a while, almost like a mascot.

Tag: pookie:daiex

🌄 Roque Hakim

The Brocken Spectre

Southeast asian - early-mid thirties - cismale

Roque is a judge in a long line of ‘seers’, in addition, he is a special anomaly of a miracle child. Blessed and spoiled, it wasn’t even the thing that ruined him rotten. Roque is born with ‘possession’ powers, meaning he can control others' bodies by being in them. His family/cult grooms him into using this to kill people, the young heir (puppet) turns to substances to get some control over his life. He strives for higher, more, the peak of whatever this hellish life is so he can rule over it. Very shameless, very evil, very abusive because he gets what he wants.

My worst oc (fond), druggie and alcoholic, immortal extremist here for a good time. Fat greedy pig cat. The cult he is apart of is called Sol Arrea

Theres also a older wifeless version called Ro thats like his mid life crisis and he really is so so… h.

Tag: pookie:roque

🪢 Anthurium “Anshi” Sutanto

fleeting fantasy maiden of eternity

Southeast asian - mid-teens to early twenties - she/her

Ddd..darling…. A girl who represents a heroic maiden, very much a subversion/investigation of ‘chosen one’ by god tropes. Who is everything, yet nothing at all. Shrine maiden coding, along with idol and magical girl vibes. Young girl to look up to, adore, carry everything, a shining example of innocence and hope, that corrodes as its forced to be a catalyst for the greater good… whatever that may be. Doomed to the cycle of birth and death— blooming and rotting— until you shut off the game, or she forces you to.

That one oc I feel insane about. Ryona core. Hardest to interact with, mostly just rotating solo narratives bc shes too demanding to use in rp help

Tag: pookie:anshi

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🪡 Lacie Pzalter

Whimsic Coppelia

East asian - late teens-early twenties - she/her

Simply a sheltered doll girl from Sol Arrea, who has a warped view on life and autonomy, but accepts and loves it all the same. Just so sick of fearing the darkness in her cage, she escapes. No real malice lives in her heart, but … certain feelings can be warped by the people around her. Almost like shes a fairy tale princess, she wanders in search of new experiences and love. In search of who she truly is. And a sanctuary for her and all her lovely, wonderful friends.

Little cute loli, but also the most insane weird repressed bdsm orchestrator, has identity issues and obsessive love. But ultimately harmless…just, odd.

Tag: pookie:lacie

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Other ocs you may see.. Which i cannot claim as my own in good conscience

🦋 Castor Oswenn - (kouka) - little butterfly specimen

White :( - mid-late twenties - only masc shaped (he/him)

Daiex’s major partner, you’ll see alot of these two. Daiex’s ‘boss’ in a sense, partner in another, a mastermind manipulator that uses daiex’s abilities to his advantage while keeping him in check due to his own paranoia. The two have a twisted path of love and hate, where castor is kind of a smiley whore and daiex is his tsundere angy companion. Canonically dead half the time bc once he reaches a goal he drags daiex along for, he kills himself bc he could never achieve such happiness again. Amazing job guys.

Tag: otp:astriex

🐺 Uzult Dewulf (kouka) - the sun’s executioner

east asian - late twenties to early thirties - gender in the way a wolf is

Roque’s endgame s/o. Bodyguard, opposition, and childhood friend. (see a theme?) and absolutely devoted love. As children the two were lively, you couldn’t separate them… but Uzult changed, they died and are a walking husk of who they once were. Roque has a lot of complicated feelings for them but it all bounces off like a wall. Absolute dull existence, they can’t be what he wants and it destroys them. Uzult ends up leaving Roque one day, thinking it’s for the better, to go out and seek happiness for him. They can’t see eye to eye on one thing: the worth of this worthless life.

Tag: otp:oqult

More tba!!!

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UAUUUUUUUUUUU I FINISHEDDDDDD TH. THEY. AHH. AHHHHHH. DAIE DOLL. MY WIDDLE NUN. FHIS WAS SOOO

most insane thing i’ve created but they really are so cute and soft and tiny. i’ll take nicer pictures and style their hair better one day but oughhhh the eyes and face took it sm bc i was modding the base head so bad.

anyway they are a MDD and i edited the photos like that bc my messy workshop lmao. augh.

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I was with my friend in person and she was playing the wizard yaoi game and i touched the guys feet and after a little delay his foot line played (the game has lines for touching them. it’s a jouseimukei) and i was like.

oh you haven’t touched his feet yet i know because it loaded the line for the first time just now.

i was promptly punted.

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more anshi doll!!! i worked more on her bangs styling. this is my baby!!!! and also. trying to make eyes myself soon. — there’s multiple bc i’m going to fuck up some for sure

first three are daiex options. then player anshi, anshi, and… daien.

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Crook’s Scherzo

felt like posting one of my favourite commissions i got since it was a special one from last year. kouka wrote the dialogue for them and i’m still so obsessed. 🥰

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getting into endfield lately and this dude looks acts and has a narrative role just like castor oswenn to the point i feel sick like i need castor so badly