#musing: tilden

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mentions: daisy hookum ( @spellburdened ) , alecto carrow ( @dareinfernum ) , amycus carrow, charlie fortescue ( @solemnlyiswear​ ) , damiar sinclair ( @acciopericulum​ ) , peter pettigrew , gabrielle bellamy ( @seethxng-bloomxng​ ) , lily evans

september 1st, 1970

i met the most wonderful girl person on the train today. i was so nervous to start but this little blonde girl entered my train compartment and we talked the whole train ride. it’s hard to believe someone would love plants just as much as i do! she they even ended up complimenting my green hair. we’re going to be best friends forever. i can just tell. we were both even sorted into hufflepuff together! i don’t know what a hufflepuff is but my parents said it’s a very suiting house for me and to not be disappointed i wasn’t a ravenclaw or gryffindor like they were. daisy said the she they wnat to hear all about my plants tomorrow so i’m going to sleep. i’m so nervous. hopefully the school year is great. i miss my sister and parents already though... i should write to them again soon. 

march 23rd, 1978

alecto carrow is so pretty. she’s also really intimidating but i really like her. she’s so ambitious and knows exactly what she wants. i doubt she even knows who i am. why would someone like her know a dumb plant nerd like me? not to mention amycus is so terrfying. he’s been acting really weird towards me recently. MAYBE HE KNOWS I HAVE A CRUSH ON HIS SISTER. oh no. he’s going to kill me. mission abort. 

time to find a new crush..... i’m so bad at this. 

march 24th, 1978

amycus totally knows that i have a crush on alecto. i have a feeling he told her. gosh this is so awkward. i hate having feelings. 

september 2nd, 1980

charlie is back! i am literally the most excited to see them again. i know that we’re not super close but i have always considered them an older sibling to me. i am so excited that everything worked out! hopefully they enjoy their school year. but moving on.... is it possible to crush on three people at the same time. whenever i’m around peter, damiar and gabrielle my heart pounds so hard that i think it might beat out of my chest. my crushes never go well. i don’t think any of them have ever lead to anything that lasted. oh goodness. how do i tell them? do i tell them? time consult lily and daisy to see what they think. oh my gosh why are my dating consultants both named after plants? coincedence? probably not.... i love plants. maybe i’ll just make a big garden and marry that. 

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send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse. || @dareinfernum​ || tilden to alecto

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[evcnesco2]

send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse. || @solemnlyiswear || tilden to peter

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[evcnesco2]

send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse. || @acciopericulum || tilden to damiar

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[evcnesco2]

TILDEN TOOTS MOODBOARD 001 -> GENERAL MUSINGS

“lets root for each other 

          &  and watch each other grow.”

                  - unknown