Excuse my French, I tend to curse a lot not because I don't know words, I just like to. I really sometimes think I could be nuts or maybe just a bit eccentric at times. I am a 31 ( about to be 32 ) year old stay at home mother of two small children and I am about to get into the world of " ACTING"?! I know it sounds nuts to a lot of you, I am a mother I live in a world where you just don't do things like that. You all ready have the responsibility of taking care of two children why would I want to tackle that giant! Lets be honest the world of "show business" is one of the hardest and sometimes cruelest business to get into. The odds are never in your favor.
Since a little girl I have had this dream of being an entertainer. I have always like to make people laugh and lighten a mood. I grew up in a family where I was ... lets say very different. I loved to sing and dance and act. I would spend hours ( Yes really, my mom can verify that!) in my room listening to music and dancing in front of the double mirror closet doors. I would act out movies and scenes and pretend. I never had enough nerve to get into it while in school. I mean it takes a certain nerve to stand and act in front of a person staring at you (deer in headlight). When its your peers its especially hard. I thought after high school I would forget about it and just do something normal. I mean the odds of the business are not great! I went into cosmetology and did that for ten years. Now I stay with my kids and work part time as an auditor. I still have this nagging need to fulfill that dream. Even if I don't become one of the greats, I can still say I had the nerve to do the unthinkable as a stay at home mommy! I feel pride in that.