#muzzled memory

[thelittleamethystcat]

So that muzzling fic y’all wanted? It’s finally up a week late sorry college prep is eating my life and on AO3.

Muzzled Memory

Summary:

He doesn't know why he's here.

The Solider doesn't know why he's drawn to the broken, run down tenement building, or why frail, trembling blond he has pinned to the living room wall, stirs something aching, and desperate inside him. It stirred a shiver deep in his bones, and dragged the aborted memories of tender nights spent under the smoggy city lights to the surface of his mind. It dredged up thoughts of kissing soft pink lips, and whispering endearments into pale gold hair.

But his voice brought memories that tore wounds in the Assets mind- that brought pain, and confusion, and fear- like broken glass being ground into his skin.

It was too much. It was too much-

So the Soldier takes off the mask, and puts it on Steve.

I’m tagging hellisbucky, doodleswiththoughts, blueandorange, faun-songs, tor-schluss-panik, ofstrangeshadows, buckmerogers and anyone else who showed an interest including the anons who messaged me about it. Also I would give my firstborn child to anyone who would draw WS!Bucky fucking Skinny!Steve with the muzzle on.

[thelittleamethystcat]

I’m apologizing in advance but i have the sudden, desperate need to write a stucky fic where Steve never became captain america, and WS!Bucky comes back to their old apartment because something in him remembers this place, and remembers Steve but all Steve sees is a masked someone breaking into him home and pining him up against the wall. 

Naturally Steve fights and kicks, and squirms until he gets a good look at those eyes and knows they can’t belong to anyone else. And Bucky wants him so bad, and wants to remember him, but it’s all very raw, and painful cause he’s so conflicted and lost, but Steve just coaxes him back, slow, and soft, encouraging Bucky to touch his face and his neck- his body but it’s still too much, and Steve’s voice cuts into his mind like broken glass, and Bucky just wants it to stop, be he wants him so fucking bad-

So Bucky takes off the mask and puts it on Steve

and Steve’s only allowed to nod, or shake his head as Bucky begins to take him, but oh god does he listen. If Steve shakes his head Bucky stops, and moves his hands and body carefully until Steve starts nodding again, and neither one of them can say a word as Bucky fucks him, slow, and careful on the threadbare carpet and I’M SORRY BUT THE IDEA OF WS!BUCKY FUCKING SKINNY STEVE WITH HIS MASK ON IS REALLY HOT TO ME FUCK-