'Don't...' - from mxrcer because he's lazy as HELL.
Abandon lizard mom B)
— She could swear her heart skipped a beat.
“𝔑o–” No no no no no no no no no no…
He was kidding, right? He had to be kidding, right?
“𝔐erc, please– Don’t– don’t abandon me–” Are those tears in her eyes? Is that a crack in her voice? Are her shoulders shaking from sobs that have yet to leave her chest? The answer is yes. “𝔜ou– you can’t be serious. I– I can’t– You can’t just leave–”
“𝓘’m leaving.” The statement is filled with a venom she’d only hear a few times before. But it had never been directed at her - not until now. “𝔗hat’s the end of it. I’m packing up & I’m leaving everything behind.”
“𝔐ercer–”
“𝔈ven you.”
A pause from them both, only broken by the Argonian’s sobs as they finally break to the surface.
Her whole world has come crashing down around her in the blink of an eye. Why’d he come all the way out here, to her home, to tell her this? He easily could have had a courier deliver a letter to her after he’d left, & it would have been less painful. “𝔚hy’d you even bother saying it to my face? If you wanted to leave so badly, you would have been gone already. I know you, Merc– I know you hate sentimentalities. I know you hate confronting people face-to-face like this. So why–” a pause as another sob escapes her throat– “𝔴hy come all the way here and tell me?”
He goes eerily quiet for a long, long time; the room was so devoid of sound that you could hear their racing hearts from three feet away. When he finally does speak, he averts his gaze, an almost dejected look crossing his face.
“𝔅ecause I care enough to be straightforward with you, that’s why. You’re the only one I’ve told - not even the Guild knows.”
“𝔖o you’re just going to leave them leaderless–”
“𝔑o.” He cuts her off mid-sentence, gaze snapping up towards her once more. “𝓘 want you to take over my leadership. I know you’ll bring the Guild back to its former glory.”
“𝓗ow am I supposed to do that when you’ve got the Skeleton Key–”
“𝓘’ve got it right here.” Again, he cuts her off, reaching into his pocket and producing the Daedric artifact. He stares at it longingly, reluctant to give it to her, but he passes it in her direction anyways. “𝔗ake that back to the Sepulcher, back to where it belongs. The Guild’s luck will be restored, & you can make a name for them again.”
Elona just stared at him for the longest time, the Key gripped tightly in one hand while the other clutched at her tunic. She feels like she’s going to collapse; her head is swimming, her vision is blurry.
It’s only when Mercer shifts that she focuses back on him, watching as he removed his Amulet of Articulation from around his neck. “𝓘 want you to have this, too. Where I’m going, I won’t be needing it.”
He steps forward, amulet in hand, & puts it around her neck. As he steps away, she immediately wraps her arms around him & pulls him into an embrace. Her previously (relatively) under control sobs have now been allowed to break through completely. She hugs him so tightly that he’s afraid she’ll choke him to death.
“𝔐ercer please, don’t go. I– I can’t– I need you, I– I love you, Merc. I love you, gods damn it. Don’t leave me behind, please–!”
For a while, the Breton stands there, completely taken aback by her words. He does finally manage to pull away from the embrace, scowling despite the pained look in his eyes.
“𝓘 have to. I wish you would understand, Elona. I have to leave Skyrim. If Karliah’s made a reappearance, I’m in danger. That little Khajiit is already on her side. I’ve seen Athena fight, & I’m sure that’s an encounter I wouldn’t survive. I have to get out of here before it’s too late.” He has to look away again, fighting back tears of his own now. “𝔅ut I’ll be sure to write you, okay? I’ll make sure the messages are delivered here so nobody else will find them.”
“… 𝔅e careful, okay? Don’t do anything stupid out there.”
“𝓘 won’t. I promise.”
Hiccuping, the Argonian manages a weak smile, to which Mercer flashes an equally weak one in response. Very gently, he presses his lips to the end of her snout; in turn, she nuzzles his cheek. Then he takes his leave, exiting the house without another word.
It’s been a week, & his first letter has arrived.
Only seven words are scrawled upon it in messy handwriting.
I love you, & I miss you.













