#my creative

[aggelos965]

People portraits 861*1280

[sancctumm]

Here’s a video I made of some rooms inside Sanctums Castle. There’s more, but here are my favorites !

[sxngpxiyaa]

• Brendan de Cruz •

Let me introduce you to my creative!  All of the e-mails I sent out to various creatives never received any response and as a result I decided to interview someone from Kuala Lumpur (my hometown ). I got in touch with Brendan de Cruz through my roommate who has been friends with him for years. He is a Malaysian singer-songwriter who produces alternative folk fusion music. I was very demotivated and upset when I didn’t get any response from the creatives I had initially contacted but little did I know interviewing Brendan would turn out to be really interesting and fun. His music is vey moody and emotional and is an expression of the pain and soul he feels as a person.The strong vocals and immense depth of raw emotion that is captured when he starts singing is what made me decide to pick him as my creative. The best part is through this project I gained a friend back home!

It’s also great to be able to promote and celebrate KL artists so do check out his Spotify: Brendan de Cruz if you’re interested !

[theabstractionofleah]

That feeling

I usually don’t notice,at least I try not to But it’s times like this when I can’t help it Because I feel it Feel it so much in my chest And when it comes to these things I suck I’m the queen of rejection Queen of no it’s okay, I understand, it’s not the right time Queen of “oh you’re a virgin” I guess those are the only two options for me Either suck it up or give it up So each time it happens I say I’m not gonna let it happen again That I’m gonna focus on myself, school and my art

But it’s moments like these that drive my art And I don’t mean the rejection I mean the stuff that comes before that The feelings

Those dreaded feelings that I wish I could go without cause I know the pain that follows But still they come And while they’re here they’re kinda of nice at least for a little while And each time they’re different

And this time they feel so pure Like when you’re younger and they make you want to do dumb things Like dress nicer when you know you’re going to see him Wear his favorite color Or laugh at his jokes Cause even though if they would’ve come from anyone else’s mouth you would’ve been like ha ha no You laugh anyway because the face he makes afterwards is just too beautiful so you giggle to calm the beating of your heart or settle the butterflies in your stomach Or you might even play that stupid game where you pretend not to like him and you’re not trying to play on purpose it’s just that your brain turns to mush around him So rather than make it painstakingly obvious you pretend like you don’t always notice when he enters the room It’s that emotional thing that’s so pure and so innocent I

But I’m older now so there are feelings that come with these feelings Like when I hug him and I have to calm my thoughts Because I can’t help but think about how perfect it is and how it affects more than just my heart But that other part of me that has me clenching my thighs together and telling myself that I want more than just a physical thing But damn, it would be nice to feel that physical thing with him To feel his body pressed against mine The feeling of his warm breath on my neck Or the pressure from his lips as he shows me who’s in control of my body And the scratches that his facial hair would make against my skin as he kisses his way down so he can further prove his point But a physical thing doesn’t need to happen to prove that point

Cause already when I’m around him I’m not in control of my body With every look, every touch, and every word My heart beats faster My giggles grow louder Clinch my thighs harder And I hope more than I can breathe That it can be an emotional and physical thing So I don’t have to fight that physical feeling and know what it’s like to experience that emotional thing

[theabstractionofleah]

[robynchell]

Updated my website, because these things are necessary (as is updating this blog, ya know).

[robynchell]

Did I mention? Last week I found out Visual Supply Co. are going to feature two of my photos. This was the first one they picked.

It's pretty awesome to be in such great company.