Hi, I haven't posted here for a while. But I want to change it.
I miss this place.♡
I procrastinated a lot. Nothing new... But there was a certain period in my life when I was like....wtf is happening? 😂 Now I'm laughing at it, but before I felt like a shit. I lost a few kilograms and I reevaluated my entire existence. :'D
Now it sounded like I wanted to end myself, but NO. (I WANNA LIVE FOREVER 😉) It was just a harder time.
I keep saying it all the time.......fate is a bitch.
My whole teenage and adult life, I had eyes only for women. The idea that I could have something with a man (especially sexually) didn't do me any good at all.
Overall, the mindset that women have has always been more attractive to me, looks and everything.
Just WOMEN...but we all know where I'm going with this...
My muse and soulmate is a 36-year-old guitarist. (yeah there's a 12 year difference)
So I had a lot to do with myself. We were both lost, confused and didn't know what the fuck was going on.
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But in the end, we ended up together. Another option was to end everything we had built between us and that would have killed us both internally for a while.
I'm not a fan of labeling, but if someone wants to classify me somehow, I'm probably bi.
But with the fact that I'm into women and my partner. In general, I'm not interested in men in this light. Of course, I can appreciate male beauty aesthetically.
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You know what ...... I would prefer to see all men with other men. :))))) After all I'm a gayshiper.
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But now...let me introduce you to the person (my third muse) who turned my life upside down.
(and his band I need to do some promotion for them)
And if you're interested in which band he's playing it's:
Nothing left to say
It's metalcore fucking with elements of nu-metal 🖤🤘🏻
Well, I just I wanted to shed some light on my inactivity.
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Happy holidays bros.