me being an atheist
one random night after a fight with my family : "god please fucking kill me I beg you "
ignored
"wow even you think my suffering is a fucking joke huh?"

seen from Australia

seen from Russia
seen from Russia
seen from China
seen from United States

seen from Canada

seen from United States
seen from Germany
seen from China
seen from Philippines

seen from Malaysia
seen from Taiwan

seen from Germany
seen from China
seen from Jordan
seen from Germany

seen from Bangladesh

seen from United States

seen from Malaysia
seen from Israel
me being an atheist
one random night after a fight with my family : "god please fucking kill me I beg you "
ignored
"wow even you think my suffering is a fucking joke huh?"
its me and my deteriorating mental stability aganst the world
Me: *finally gets a working computer and has numerous ideas of fan fiction, short stories, etc. waiting to be written*
Brain: You know what you should do?
Me: What?
Brain: Forget everything and stare blankly at the screen.
Me: Why in the void would I do that!?
Brain: You gotta....
Because today calls for mandatory makeup to make up for too much fun last night...and I have a headache. #toomuchweddingfun #orangelip #mybrainhatesme
me: *sends text*
// .00000005 milliseconds later //
…
me: oH MY GOD I SAID SOMETHING WRONG AND NOW THEY HATE ME THEY’RE NEVER GONNA TALK TO ME AGAIN IM GOING TO BE FOREVER ALONE OHMYGODOHMYGOD AHSOJSISJSJ- * W H E E Z E S *
Being back
Going back is hard, probably the hardest thing someone does after a tragic situation happened to them. That and all the questions, the stares, and the death wishes. Those stop, the nagging in your brain doesn't.
This is what keeps me up at night #mybrainhatesme #jayfederjewelers #whosyourjeweler #veryimportantthoughts #1ammusings @therealramblinma (at Boca Raton, Florida)