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[shanemichael1970]

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[becomingastatistic]

pffffffthahahaha

me - *gently pats*

spanish person... - whats is gently pants ?

pantis 

?

<.<

me - ummm

hm.

spanish person - >.<

aaa

what ever

me - like patting the top of your head

:p

spanish person - WUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

panties on my head ?

me - WHAT

hahahaha

NOOOO!

spanish person - plis god save me

me - xD

omggggg

xD

i am dying

[becomingastatistic]

Katie i knew you would like the foundation one XD

i saw it and literally burst into a fit of mad giggles o.o

[becomingastatistic]

I AM SO AWAKE AND HYPER

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS THAT I AM TELLING YOU RANDOM SHIT

*flail*

[becomingastatistic]

haaaaaa omegle can be so amazing sometimes.

i just talked to this norwegian girl.

And i was talking to her about how i was trying to talk to someone who only spoke spanish.. so i was trying to talk to them by using google translator. xD

So then she thought it would be funny to only speak to me in norwegian. :p the jerk.

and  i told her she was evil. and she responded

 VI ER ONDE!!!!

- we are evil. :x

SO FEAR THE NORWEGIANS MY FRIENDS!!! D: FEAR THEM!

[becomingastatistic]

I FEEL REALLY BAD

MY ADVICE IS HORRIBLE T_T

reasoning for all this ------->

WELL FIRST OFF.. basically one of my friends....... had a lady he proposed to, and she cheated on him and left him after they'd been together for five years. He has been my friend for like 2 years and he is still..... heartbroken, torn, and lost. He goes through moods. sometimes he's up sometimes he's down. Sometimes i think he's starting to get better but then he crashes and texts me at 4 am in the morning talking about how he wants to die, and how there's no reason to live. And he did that last night and i'm sorry but i'm kinda tired of trying to be positive for people when half the time i question the butterfly and rainbow puke that spews from my mouth. Plus it was 4 in the morning and i was tired. o.o

SO........ my response to the sadness ------>

Well there was one kinda.. happy ish line i tried.

You have to take risks and hope that life gets better as you go.

but then i kinda gave up and went straight to

Life is really shitty.....

And it feels like all people want to do is screw you over. "Friends" betray and leave you. People are assholes. And life is generally fucked. And through it all you're expected to handle everything that comes at you with grace.  Without complaint. If you speak out against anything you're considered negative, weak, or annoying. It sucks, life just sucks. 

THEN I TRY TO MAKE UP FOR IT WITH

But at the end of the day there are some things that are just worth living for. 

Needless to say i didn't get any response from my friend after that...

Until i woke up and he just said, thank you. He told me he just wants someone to hold and enjoy. 

And that just made me incredibly sad.

We just want somebody to love.

Why is that so hard.. to get a hold of?

[becomingastatistic]

Just kind of an  odd thought that went through my head today

How quickly we fall..

o.0

*shrug*

[becomingastatistic]

I QUIT MY JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB

I feel so much better now.

As soon as i walked out the door i just started crying because i was so happy.

I just kept thinking over and over, i will never have to see them again.

I just felt so much more peaceful.

I truly hated working there.

It was like being in highschool except worse. o.0

I never thought that would be possible.

NOW to find a new job! 8D *happy flail*