#mydarkprincess

[psychonaughtsomebody]

I am only as human as required. I am not required, however; to reveal what makes me more than human. It's always about what's not being said. Test it out. You may have some of me hiding in you, too

[psychonaughtsomebody]

I'm closer now. I wonder what she's going to think.

I at least know she won't be surprised. She never is.

[psychonaughtsomebody]

With eternity, tired of "life" takes on the challenges of being more than just a statement. It becomes the very essence of repetition. I will continue to choose YOU in every moment. If I have to break this machine to prove my love of you... SO BE IT.

[psychonaughtsomebody]

"As she sat in the darkness, lit dimly by the small

fire before her made from another boys clothes he'd

left behind; I saw an asylum worthy grin on her face. It was the happiest I had ever seen her."

[psychonaughtsomebody]

I will. Be right. Here. Where you aren't yet. Waiting.

[psychonaughtsomebody]

I got my ex pregnant, and she and her husband told me it died horribly and, that it wasn't wanted, anyway. BITCH, LET ME BE CLEAR. ONE MORE MOTHAFUCKIN TIME. I WILL MURDER THE HEMISPHERE JUST TO-

It was a beautiful, completely healthy baby girl. But she was given up for adoption, out of spite for ME.

I almost literally killed them both for lying about this. Part of me hopes they still die. But karma can do whatever...

[psychonaughtsomebody]

She is one of a kind. The focus of my intention to guide her to her proper self. But she doesn't want me anymore. I hope she remembers me in all the ways I yearn for her.

[psychonaughtsomebody]

With your back turned, while he sneers your love

from afar; you don't see me or feel me or know

me nine feet away in your bed tying a noose with your disregard.

How have I ? Chosen this place, to die inside let

Me be bled dry and I won't hold you, I won't know

you and I told you I couldn't let myself down again.

You don't owe me anything. I love you anyhow.

I'm an avalanche in its fall to the water.

Inside this is a call to the fire below, so above now

Reaching further somehow I can grow. But I will not go without you. I cannot breathe now yet I continue to reach for you somehow. I feel like that honestav song maybe I'll die here. But I'd rather change my behavior get my shit together get us the fuck outta here. Even though the shit you and dumbfuck did to me was rude, forgiveness is my gift. I've already given it all to you. Fuck my life and all the bullshit its turned into, yeah. I hope your holding on to me now, the way he holds on to you but deep in your mind there. I'm sorry I fucking fell in love with you, babygirl.